Just Fade Away

"What you don't have you don't need it now
What you don't know you can feel it somehow "

With the love that my friends shower on me, the emptiness seems to fade away.
Someone out there still hasn't derived that courage to let me know that he exists.
And I can't change whatever there is.

I want a reason, a word, or an answer. But you just won't give it to me.

You have no mercy. :(

Bye Bye Love

Sometimes waiting is too painful, and as the self preservation streak surfaces in the soul just before the longing ruins someone, people have to learn to let go , specially if they have nothing to wait for.

Summer's Over

Summer's over. It's a closed book for now.

Time to grow up.

Friday Night Escapade

If usually, I blog about my Saturday nights, perhaps this is the first that I'd blog about a Friday night. This Friday, buddy J invited us to watch Pirates of the Carribbean, at World's End @ Rockwell. I went to M's house to meet her there, went to Powerplant, met up with friends B & J for dinner ( which, btw, was really delightful - I love Sumo Sam now ! ), and finally watched the movie.

The movie, if watched after a tiring day's worth of work, will make you doze off to sleep literally. I was struggling to keep myself awake ( woah, I was so wasted the whole day from working, and this was indeed a challenge ), because the movie was so dragging. It was a huge disappointment in my book. There were tons of scenes which deserved the cut, but I don't know why they'd waste airtime , and the time of the moviewatchers with such drag, and I don't know.

After the painful movie ( which , in fairness, was funny mainly bec of Johnny Depp ), we went for some coffee, dished out on chismis and called it a night. It was a fun night after all. M was hilarious, B was being asked to air out some chismis, and J was being entangled into something! Hahaha it was so funny! And I was being some clueless gal who didn't know a thing. Drat. :)


I don't know, I just can't answer the question now - I was just starting to get to know someone better! Something's not right - looks like someone's letting go of the connection we had months ago. Too bad. If he does, I will, too. His presence here is the only thing that gets me going. Is an email that painful to write? Without it, I'd just start to condition to divert my interests elsewhere.

Fast Forward

I don't know , is it just me, or this week has been passing by really fast? My last, quick memory was my recent beach trip, and my back still hurts! Hahaha talk about sitting in the car for hours! I can't believe that it's Thursday already. It should have been Monday today. I'm in total denial, maybe because of the dreaded +1 year this June.

Quite excited again, for I have something to look forward to - watching Pirates of the Caribbean 3 this coming Friday. It's work mode for me this Saturday night. I'm into Shrek 3 too, but that would have to wait for next week. ;)



Where are you?

Here Without You

But all the miles that separate, disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby , but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby, and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, it's only you and me ...

I think that my lower back needs a good massage right now from the long roadtrip I had last weekend. The trip was actually fun with me laughing my sanity off because of crazy, still very much cool classmates during highschool - which made me realize, highschool was a good 7 years ago, and personalities have changed. Way before, our topics would range from terror teachers to pesky subjects, and on the job trainings, and mad crushes, but it eventually evolved into talking about work, relationships, and for some, even marriage. Woah, I could not believe that time had passed so quickly that I'm turning a year older this June. I want to do something wild, outrageous, and life changing this June. With my hair? With my physique? I'm still thinking. :)

The beach wasn't great to start with, there weren't anything to do in the place, but the company was sooo much fun that we ended in a very funny drinking session last Saturday. I ended up getting my tarot cards to read to each one of them while in an intoxicated state, and I wonder who was talking that time ( kidding, it's still me ). J's too hilarious that I could end up on the floor laughing. The Havaianas joke was so darn funny, and the picture taking moments! Tons of pictures again yayyy!!! Everyone's had a crazy weekend, I'm sure.

Can't wait for next year's outing again. :)

I was asked a weird question by someone last Saturday, though. Outta this world!

Currently Listening to : Here Without You by 3 Doors Down

Back from the Beach

I'm back from the beach! Although the place wasn't as great as Boracay ( which, for me, is the best beach in this planet ), I've enjoyed immensely this trip - I was able to make my skin a little bit tanned again ( which I so love ), bonded with my highschool buddies, and drank the night away playing games. Truly incredible.

I'm off to sleep. So tired!