"What you don't have you don't need it now
What you don't know you can feel it somehow "
With the love that my friends shower on me, the emptiness seems to fade away.
Someone out there still hasn't derived that courage to let me know that he exists.
And I can't change whatever there is.
I want a reason, a word, or an answer. But you just won't give it to me.
You have no mercy. :(
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Monday, June 11, 2007
Bye Bye Love
Sometimes waiting is too painful, and as the self preservation streak surfaces in the soul just before the longing ruins someone, people have to learn to let go , specially if they have nothing to wait for.
Monday, May 28, 2007
Friday, May 25, 2007
Friday Night Escapade
If usually, I blog about my Saturday nights, perhaps this is the first that I'd blog about a Friday night. This Friday, buddy J invited us to watch Pirates of the Carribbean, at World's End @ Rockwell. I went to M's house to meet her there, went to Powerplant, met up with friends B & J for dinner ( which, btw, was really delightful - I love Sumo Sam now ! ), and finally watched the movie.
The movie, if watched after a tiring day's worth of work, will make you doze off to sleep literally. I was struggling to keep myself awake ( woah, I was so wasted the whole day from working, and this was indeed a challenge ), because the movie was so dragging. It was a huge disappointment in my book. There were tons of scenes which deserved the cut, but I don't know why they'd waste airtime , and the time of the moviewatchers with such drag, and I don't know.
After the painful movie ( which , in fairness, was funny mainly bec of Johnny Depp ), we went for some coffee, dished out on chismis and called it a night. It was a fun night after all. M was hilarious, B was being asked to air out some chismis, and J was being entangled into something! Hahaha it was so funny! And I was being some clueless gal who didn't know a thing. Drat. :)
I don't know, I just can't answer the question now - I was just starting to get to know someone better! Something's not right - looks like someone's letting go of the connection we had months ago. Too bad. If he does, I will, too. His presence here is the only thing that gets me going. Is an email that painful to write? Without it, I'd just start to condition to divert my interests elsewhere.
The movie, if watched after a tiring day's worth of work, will make you doze off to sleep literally. I was struggling to keep myself awake ( woah, I was so wasted the whole day from working, and this was indeed a challenge ), because the movie was so dragging. It was a huge disappointment in my book. There were tons of scenes which deserved the cut, but I don't know why they'd waste airtime , and the time of the moviewatchers with such drag, and I don't know.
After the painful movie ( which , in fairness, was funny mainly bec of Johnny Depp ), we went for some coffee, dished out on chismis and called it a night. It was a fun night after all. M was hilarious, B was being asked to air out some chismis, and J was being entangled into something! Hahaha it was so funny! And I was being some clueless gal who didn't know a thing. Drat. :)
I don't know, I just can't answer the question now - I was just starting to get to know someone better! Something's not right - looks like someone's letting go of the connection we had months ago. Too bad. If he does, I will, too. His presence here is the only thing that gets me going. Is an email that painful to write? Without it, I'd just start to condition to divert my interests elsewhere.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Fast Forward
I don't know , is it just me, or this week has been passing by really fast? My last, quick memory was my recent beach trip, and my back still hurts! Hahaha talk about sitting in the car for hours! I can't believe that it's Thursday already. It should have been Monday today. I'm in total denial, maybe because of the dreaded +1 year this June.
Quite excited again, for I have something to look forward to - watching Pirates of the Caribbean 3 this coming Friday. It's work mode for me this Saturday night. I'm into Shrek 3 too, but that would have to wait for next week. ;)
Where are you?
Quite excited again, for I have something to look forward to - watching Pirates of the Caribbean 3 this coming Friday. It's work mode for me this Saturday night. I'm into Shrek 3 too, but that would have to wait for next week. ;)
Where are you?
Monday, May 21, 2007
Here Without You
But all the miles that separate, disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby , but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby, and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, it's only you and me ...
I think that my lower back needs a good massage right now from the long roadtrip I had last weekend. The trip was actually fun with me laughing my sanity off because of crazy, still very much cool classmates during highschool - which made me realize, highschool was a good 7 years ago, and personalities have changed. Way before, our topics would range from terror teachers to pesky subjects, and on the job trainings, and mad crushes, but it eventually evolved into talking about work, relationships, and for some, even marriage. Woah, I could not believe that time had passed so quickly that I'm turning a year older this June. I want to do something wild, outrageous, and life changing this June. With my hair? With my physique? I'm still thinking. :)
The beach wasn't great to start with, there weren't anything to do in the place, but the company was sooo much fun that we ended in a very funny drinking session last Saturday. I ended up getting my tarot cards to read to each one of them while in an intoxicated state, and I wonder who was talking that time ( kidding, it's still me ). J's too hilarious that I could end up on the floor laughing. The Havaianas joke was so darn funny, and the picture taking moments! Tons of pictures again yayyy!!! Everyone's had a crazy weekend, I'm sure.
Can't wait for next year's outing again. :)
I was asked a weird question by someone last Saturday, though. Outta this world!
Currently Listening to : Here Without You by 3 Doors Down
I'm here without you baby , but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby, and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, it's only you and me ...
I think that my lower back needs a good massage right now from the long roadtrip I had last weekend. The trip was actually fun with me laughing my sanity off because of crazy, still very much cool classmates during highschool - which made me realize, highschool was a good 7 years ago, and personalities have changed. Way before, our topics would range from terror teachers to pesky subjects, and on the job trainings, and mad crushes, but it eventually evolved into talking about work, relationships, and for some, even marriage. Woah, I could not believe that time had passed so quickly that I'm turning a year older this June. I want to do something wild, outrageous, and life changing this June. With my hair? With my physique? I'm still thinking. :)
The beach wasn't great to start with, there weren't anything to do in the place, but the company was sooo much fun that we ended in a very funny drinking session last Saturday. I ended up getting my tarot cards to read to each one of them while in an intoxicated state, and I wonder who was talking that time ( kidding, it's still me ). J's too hilarious that I could end up on the floor laughing. The Havaianas joke was so darn funny, and the picture taking moments! Tons of pictures again yayyy!!! Everyone's had a crazy weekend, I'm sure.
Can't wait for next year's outing again. :)
I was asked a weird question by someone last Saturday, though. Outta this world!
Currently Listening to : Here Without You by 3 Doors Down
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Back from the Beach
I'm back from the beach! Although the place wasn't as great as Boracay ( which, for me, is the best beach in this planet ), I've enjoyed immensely this trip - I was able to make my skin a little bit tanned again ( which I so love ), bonded with my highschool buddies, and drank the night away playing games. Truly incredible.
I'm off to sleep. So tired!
I'm off to sleep. So tired!
Friday, May 18, 2007
Thursday, May 17, 2007
Crazy Things I Did For Love
Though my pangs of conscience, Will drill a hole in you
The follies of youth, have sure had the best of me for the crazy things I did for love. I was young then, and looking back, I feel all silly, and just laugh off all of what I did, as I bury my face in my hands of embarrassment.
I don't know. There are so much crazy stuff that people do for love, and I haven't considered myself as one of those people who have held their hearts on their sleeves and gave their all for love. Whenever I'd hear of a story of a girl who gave her all for love, and "couldn't live without a guy", I just stare in disbelief because in my mind, I feel that a person should not let his/her heart rule his/her life when in love. The mind is a powerful tool, that can save someone, too. Perhaps from heartache? Perhaps from more pain. How easy it is to say that love can conquer all, but when love takes its irrational turn, it causes pain and misery to some people, and tragedy, in the long run. First and foremost, one must love oneself, to be able to love another.
My name, meaning wisdom, makes me think alot. I have been known to use my mind more than my heart. But lately, I feel that my heart has been overtaking my mind to make up for the years that it had been suppressed.
I'm a little bit relieved that I didn't take that dangerous turn to love, I think I still have been sane enough, but I still can't deny that I do have my share of the crazy stuff I did for it :
* Way back in HS, I wrote a poem for someone I liked, and it was published in the school paper. Of course, no names! :)
* Way back in college during my literary class, I wrote painfully passionate poems for someone I liked in class. I published it in my past personal blog, and up to now, whenenever I read them, I could not believe that I actually wrote those. Was I that smitten?
* Last year, I did 100 situps every night for an entire month, for someone. ( Insane!!!! )
* I put my pride in the trashcan as I greet him and reach out to get to know him better.
* I've been continuing my writing in this blog even if I know that he reads it.
I don't know if that list would pile up in the coming years, for I have been taking my time to settle with someone level headed. But a thought just popped out of my head awhile ago, while I was in the car. Could it be true that the pain, and suffering brought about by love further brings out its beauty? Is there beauty in tragic love? Would I give up my wings to be vulnerable to the pain?
Hm....that's a thought to be considered. Do we need pain to feel?
The follies of youth, have sure had the best of me for the crazy things I did for love. I was young then, and looking back, I feel all silly, and just laugh off all of what I did, as I bury my face in my hands of embarrassment.
I don't know. There are so much crazy stuff that people do for love, and I haven't considered myself as one of those people who have held their hearts on their sleeves and gave their all for love. Whenever I'd hear of a story of a girl who gave her all for love, and "couldn't live without a guy", I just stare in disbelief because in my mind, I feel that a person should not let his/her heart rule his/her life when in love. The mind is a powerful tool, that can save someone, too. Perhaps from heartache? Perhaps from more pain. How easy it is to say that love can conquer all, but when love takes its irrational turn, it causes pain and misery to some people, and tragedy, in the long run. First and foremost, one must love oneself, to be able to love another.
My name, meaning wisdom, makes me think alot. I have been known to use my mind more than my heart. But lately, I feel that my heart has been overtaking my mind to make up for the years that it had been suppressed.
I'm a little bit relieved that I didn't take that dangerous turn to love, I think I still have been sane enough, but I still can't deny that I do have my share of the crazy stuff I did for it :
* Way back in HS, I wrote a poem for someone I liked, and it was published in the school paper. Of course, no names! :)
* Way back in college during my literary class, I wrote painfully passionate poems for someone I liked in class. I published it in my past personal blog, and up to now, whenenever I read them, I could not believe that I actually wrote those. Was I that smitten?
* Last year, I did 100 situps every night for an entire month, for someone. ( Insane!!!! )
* I put my pride in the trashcan as I greet him and reach out to get to know him better.
* I've been continuing my writing in this blog even if I know that he reads it.
I don't know if that list would pile up in the coming years, for I have been taking my time to settle with someone level headed. But a thought just popped out of my head awhile ago, while I was in the car. Could it be true that the pain, and suffering brought about by love further brings out its beauty? Is there beauty in tragic love? Would I give up my wings to be vulnerable to the pain?
Hm....that's a thought to be considered. Do we need pain to feel?
Crazy Thursday
It's been a wonderful week for me, and I feel more confident , and more determined to make it in one of my businesses as it reaped one of its sweet sweet fruits. A preview, perhaps. The entrepreneurial blood in me has been really driven lately to succeed because I want to help my parents, as well as spoil my siblings like hell.
I was in a meeting awhile ago with my college bestbud A's sister, M, for her wedding invitations. I am so excited for the invite that I will print for her because I really really love deciding on the design of the invites, and other printed stuff. If I'd have the liberty in the future, I'd like to open up a separate press for invitations. :)
The beach trip is two days away and I've been fitting my beachwear like hell. They still fit! Hahahaha! Thank goodness. :) The excitement is killing me. :) I'm seeing old friends and classmates again this coming weekend, and I wonder how it'd turn up!
And now, my literary piece for the week...:)
I was in a meeting awhile ago with my college bestbud A's sister, M, for her wedding invitations. I am so excited for the invite that I will print for her because I really really love deciding on the design of the invites, and other printed stuff. If I'd have the liberty in the future, I'd like to open up a separate press for invitations. :)
The beach trip is two days away and I've been fitting my beachwear like hell. They still fit! Hahahaha! Thank goodness. :) The excitement is killing me. :) I'm seeing old friends and classmates again this coming weekend, and I wonder how it'd turn up!
And now, my literary piece for the week...:)
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
A Beautiful Day
Though I've tried before to tell him, of the feelings I have for him in my heart
Every time that I come near him, I just lose my nerve, as I've done from the start
Hmmm I stumbled upon this song while listening to the radio a day ago while doing some fieldwork. I never thought a song would capture how I feel whenever I see him. I can't believe that the feeling lingered for over a year already. I've greeted him twice, and is there a saying that says, the second time is a charm? Hahaha if this pulls off, I'm actually going to put an anecdote into historical records!
Today's a beautiful day. :)
I resolve to call (him) up a thousand times a day and ask him if he'll marry me in some old fashioned way
But my silent fears have gripped me, long before I reach the phone
Long before my tongue has tripped me , must I always be alone?
The answer is no. :) Somehow, I won't be alone. :)
Every time that I come near him, I just lose my nerve, as I've done from the start
Hmmm I stumbled upon this song while listening to the radio a day ago while doing some fieldwork. I never thought a song would capture how I feel whenever I see him. I can't believe that the feeling lingered for over a year already. I've greeted him twice, and is there a saying that says, the second time is a charm? Hahaha if this pulls off, I'm actually going to put an anecdote into historical records!
Today's a beautiful day. :)
I resolve to call (him) up a thousand times a day and ask him if he'll marry me in some old fashioned way
But my silent fears have gripped me, long before I reach the phone
Long before my tongue has tripped me , must I always be alone?
The answer is no. :) Somehow, I won't be alone. :)
Monday, May 14, 2007
Day Off
Today was election day and whew, no work today! But it's almost midnight, so an hour to go, and I face another day to work again.
I think I want to go back to swimming. I've been being unsporty ever since I've graduated from high school, and to think that I was even a member of the swim team. I just can't take other kinds of sports other than swimming, so I think I would be dedicating my Sunday mornings swimming to keep myself fit, and to make my muscles lean, and to lose some more weight.
Speaking of lean muscles, I'm dying ,dying to go to the beach this coming Saturday, I'm so excited to bond with my best buds, with favorite pal/soulsister D, and the rest of my classmates from highschool. I'm literally counting the days, and I just can't wait for it!
I hope the sun shines like the light in my eyes, and it won't rain!!!! If it rains, I won't be able to get my perfect tan to seal my summer as I bid goodbye to it.
Then comes June....:) I'm not complaining, though. :) I've something to celebrate this coming June :)
I think I want to go back to swimming. I've been being unsporty ever since I've graduated from high school, and to think that I was even a member of the swim team. I just can't take other kinds of sports other than swimming, so I think I would be dedicating my Sunday mornings swimming to keep myself fit, and to make my muscles lean, and to lose some more weight.
Speaking of lean muscles, I'm dying ,dying to go to the beach this coming Saturday, I'm so excited to bond with my best buds, with favorite pal/soulsister D, and the rest of my classmates from highschool. I'm literally counting the days, and I just can't wait for it!
I hope the sun shines like the light in my eyes, and it won't rain!!!! If it rains, I won't be able to get my perfect tan to seal my summer as I bid goodbye to it.
Then comes June....:) I'm not complaining, though. :) I've something to celebrate this coming June :)
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Driving , Dinner, and Dates
Was supposed to meet up with college friends tonight but my dad had somewhere else to go to that he couldn't drive me to Manila. I swear within the next year, I will be able to drive alone! For goodness' sake, I've studied twice already, and I haven't hit the roads yet on my own. It just makes my sex appeal go down the drain. Women who drive look so darn sexy- look at my three best buds. Hahahaha they're in total control of their cars, and I'd love to be in control of mine soon!
My best buds happened to plan a last minute dinner near my place, so M was nice enough to get lost on the road to find my house ( aww, she must really love me! ), and get lost with my directions to our destination again. We went to Italianni's for dinner, and I have noticed that we have been eating alot of Italian food lately. J was surprisingly not hungry - M and I derived our appetites from her and our leader eater won't eat. Is this a wakeup call for me to actually stop my binge eating?
It was a breath of fresh air to be with these friends of mine as we talked about our lives and J's crazy stories. K blurted out something really unexpected that made my eyeballs pop with surprise! M and I were both excited with the beach trip next week, and well, our conversation led to a topic that I have been avoiding for a long time now.
They were unintentionally teasing me about my past - about someone that I dated a long time ago. I actually begged them to stop talking about it, and asking me questions about it because what happened in the past was a very delicate topic that I would have preferred to completely bury in my past, or if better, erase completely, and permanently from my memory.
To sum it up, I've learned how to differentiate love, and falling in love with the idea of love the hard way, and I got burned. I saw myself falling out of love every single day until I felt no more. It was quite complicated, but I had to get out of the misery and guilt that I've felt, that I've chosen to hide away, and pretend that no such thing occurred. I feel nothing for the person anymore, but I still choose not to talk about that person, and wish to never lay eyes on him again.
I was apologetic after for acting like I've been traumatized by the situation that my bestbuds got worried if I was physically hurt in any way by that person. I assured them that it wasn't the case.
For me, disenchantment with love is a big tragedy - a soul shattering moment that leaves a scar in your soul, that can only be erased by a stronger, stable, and needless to say, genuine, true, warm love.
I've been burned too much that I don't even trust my judgement anymore. I've been liking someone right now, but I am afraid to be liking him for the wrong reasons. My friends assured me that it wasn't, it could just be that I haven't known him better yet. We had our long talk, and that left me admiring that person a whole lot, maybe the longest talk we've had in the duration of our being acquaintances, but let's see, let's see.
Next time I choose someone to fall for, I'd be sure to take my time. I need that someone who gives me that ultimately magical feeling that I won't be able to live without. Too bad, summer boy was just a two-hour thing. I will always thank him for bringing some magic into my life- which made me believe in the idea of love again. I wonder what would happen if we bump into each other in the future.
"You have bewitched me body and soul, and I love, love love you. I never wish to be parted from you again." - a line from Mr. Darcy from Pride and Prejudice ( the movie with Matt Mcfayden). I think this is the perfect words to profess their love for someone. If spoken, and felt sincerely, I think this is soul-mate material. *wink*
My best buds happened to plan a last minute dinner near my place, so M was nice enough to get lost on the road to find my house ( aww, she must really love me! ), and get lost with my directions to our destination again. We went to Italianni's for dinner, and I have noticed that we have been eating alot of Italian food lately. J was surprisingly not hungry - M and I derived our appetites from her and our leader eater won't eat. Is this a wakeup call for me to actually stop my binge eating?
It was a breath of fresh air to be with these friends of mine as we talked about our lives and J's crazy stories. K blurted out something really unexpected that made my eyeballs pop with surprise! M and I were both excited with the beach trip next week, and well, our conversation led to a topic that I have been avoiding for a long time now.
They were unintentionally teasing me about my past - about someone that I dated a long time ago. I actually begged them to stop talking about it, and asking me questions about it because what happened in the past was a very delicate topic that I would have preferred to completely bury in my past, or if better, erase completely, and permanently from my memory.
To sum it up, I've learned how to differentiate love, and falling in love with the idea of love the hard way, and I got burned. I saw myself falling out of love every single day until I felt no more. It was quite complicated, but I had to get out of the misery and guilt that I've felt, that I've chosen to hide away, and pretend that no such thing occurred. I feel nothing for the person anymore, but I still choose not to talk about that person, and wish to never lay eyes on him again.
I was apologetic after for acting like I've been traumatized by the situation that my bestbuds got worried if I was physically hurt in any way by that person. I assured them that it wasn't the case.
For me, disenchantment with love is a big tragedy - a soul shattering moment that leaves a scar in your soul, that can only be erased by a stronger, stable, and needless to say, genuine, true, warm love.
I've been burned too much that I don't even trust my judgement anymore. I've been liking someone right now, but I am afraid to be liking him for the wrong reasons. My friends assured me that it wasn't, it could just be that I haven't known him better yet. We had our long talk, and that left me admiring that person a whole lot, maybe the longest talk we've had in the duration of our being acquaintances, but let's see, let's see.
Next time I choose someone to fall for, I'd be sure to take my time. I need that someone who gives me that ultimately magical feeling that I won't be able to live without. Too bad, summer boy was just a two-hour thing. I will always thank him for bringing some magic into my life- which made me believe in the idea of love again. I wonder what would happen if we bump into each other in the future.
"You have bewitched me body and soul, and I love, love love you. I never wish to be parted from you again." - a line from Mr. Darcy from Pride and Prejudice ( the movie with Matt Mcfayden). I think this is the perfect words to profess their love for someone. If spoken, and felt sincerely, I think this is soul-mate material. *wink*
Friday, May 11, 2007
I Feel It
Somehow, I feel for this person who wrote this,
"Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there." -- Otomo No Yakamochi
It's something to think about, huh:)
"Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there." -- Otomo No Yakamochi
It's something to think about, huh:)
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
Yummy Summer
Okay, I think my PMS is wayyy finished , and I' m feeling lighter and lighter!
Yes, it's May , and summer's almost over, but the temperature is still wayyyy feverish hot. The remedy to that? Simple! A bowlful of crushed ice, adorned with nata de coco, leche flan, macapuno strips, sago, ube flavored ice cream, and a splashful of milk. Ahhhh!!!! This is such a mouth watering entry that I find myself reaching for some halohalo! Yes, halohalo is my official dessert this summer season.
If you look at this picture that I saw from Chewy Chua's flickr account
I'm sure that your mouth is watering already, as much as mine is. Hahahaha! I can't say anything but....YUMMMYYYY!!!! :) I'm so brokenhearted that my friend who owned an Icebergs franchise near my home closed it down already, so I am forced to have some halohalo delivered from Chowking, then the other day, some saba con hielo from Jollibee. Now, I'm asking my folks to buy me some ingredients so that we can make our own! Yipeee! Unlimited supply of dessert!
Gosh, I've been eating like a pig lately, reaching for chocolates, ice cream, and my favorite Chinese food. I binge ate last Friday with tons of dimsum at Causeway, and the xiao long pao ( a siomai that is a little bit bigger than the usual ) reminded me so much of my Shanghai trip last February. The xiao long pao served in Shanghai was absolutely exquisite. It had soup stock inside the delicately wrapped dimsum that you had to be careful in using your spoon to get it or the dimsum would burst, and you'd be eating it minus the incredibly delish soup stock. Wahhhhh I am craving for food right now!
And of course, I have my justification that I can eat as much as I want because I never get fat! Hahaha! ( now , don't eat your words later! ) Okay, I just think I need some exercise when June comes. I don't want to celebrate my birthday looking like a bloated pig. :)
Oops, I just remembered. I'm going to the beach next week! Hahahaha ! I am sooo dead!
Yes, it's May , and summer's almost over, but the temperature is still wayyyy feverish hot. The remedy to that? Simple! A bowlful of crushed ice, adorned with nata de coco, leche flan, macapuno strips, sago, ube flavored ice cream, and a splashful of milk. Ahhhh!!!! This is such a mouth watering entry that I find myself reaching for some halohalo! Yes, halohalo is my official dessert this summer season.
If you look at this picture that I saw from Chewy Chua's flickr account
I'm sure that your mouth is watering already, as much as mine is. Hahahaha! I can't say anything but....YUMMMYYYY!!!! :) I'm so brokenhearted that my friend who owned an Icebergs franchise near my home closed it down already, so I am forced to have some halohalo delivered from Chowking, then the other day, some saba con hielo from Jollibee. Now, I'm asking my folks to buy me some ingredients so that we can make our own! Yipeee! Unlimited supply of dessert!
Gosh, I've been eating like a pig lately, reaching for chocolates, ice cream, and my favorite Chinese food. I binge ate last Friday with tons of dimsum at Causeway, and the xiao long pao ( a siomai that is a little bit bigger than the usual ) reminded me so much of my Shanghai trip last February. The xiao long pao served in Shanghai was absolutely exquisite. It had soup stock inside the delicately wrapped dimsum that you had to be careful in using your spoon to get it or the dimsum would burst, and you'd be eating it minus the incredibly delish soup stock. Wahhhhh I am craving for food right now!
Me drooling over the Xiao Long Pao at Din Tai Fung Resto in Shanghai
I remember it was freezing cold out there even in my thermal wear! The food made my tummy and soul warm :) Yum:)
Okay, this must be the hungriest day of my life, because I have edited this entry as I found more mouth watering pictures from my favorite buddy D's multiply account from our Shanghai escapades! I NEED FOOD!
The incredibly yummy Mango Pudding! I remember this so well! Ahhh!!! The perfect after-lunch desert.
I remember it was freezing cold out there even in my thermal wear! The food made my tummy and soul warm :) Yum:)
Okay, this must be the hungriest day of my life, because I have edited this entry as I found more mouth watering pictures from my favorite buddy D's multiply account from our Shanghai escapades! I NEED FOOD!
The incredibly yummy Mango Pudding! I remember this so well! Ahhh!!! The perfect after-lunch desert.
Okay, for a last one, this picture is really making my mom so darn envious- she's been eating these in Chinatown since she was little, now, the Chinese have fled and they don't sell them anymore here! I found them in Shanghai - Sugar-coated ( well, melted ) Strawberries! Absolute heaven! The strawberries in China are incredibly big , and the moment you bite them, there is an undeniable marriage of sweetness and freshness! A refreshing, sigh-worthy taste of strawberry just takes your breath away!
Y-U-M!
And of course, I have my justification that I can eat as much as I want because I never get fat! Hahaha! ( now , don't eat your words later! ) Okay, I just think I need some exercise when June comes. I don't want to celebrate my birthday looking like a bloated pig. :)
Oops, I just remembered. I'm going to the beach next week! Hahahaha ! I am sooo dead!
Monday, May 7, 2007
Sleeping Like a Baby
Whew! With my sudden pour of emotions from my essay last night, I have slept like a baby. That was one of the most peaceful moments in my life so far, since I didn't have the luxury of having a good night's sleep for years already.
Someone told me to stop worrying because worries could actually ruin someone, and hinder something great from happening.
This emotional purging is actually doing wonders. Perhaps I should write more. :)
On a personal note, I'm quite happy a friend emailed me something that lifted my spirits for the day,
"You are beautiful; and driven and you are also inspired, which is a very strong gift in this world. Allow yourself to bloom. It's a choice;)"
Perhaps I'll allow myself to bloom. :)
Someone told me to stop worrying because worries could actually ruin someone, and hinder something great from happening.
This emotional purging is actually doing wonders. Perhaps I should write more. :)
On a personal note, I'm quite happy a friend emailed me something that lifted my spirits for the day,
"You are beautiful; and driven and you are also inspired, which is a very strong gift in this world. Allow yourself to bloom. It's a choice;)"
Perhaps I'll allow myself to bloom. :)
Destiny & Agony
It's the silent hour of the night again and I am left awake, unable to sleep, left with thoughts that barge uninvitedly in my mind in my idle moments.
Here's an essay I wrote for the die-hard hopeless romantics out there. Enjoy. :)
And then you exchange smiles. Ahh...the sweet expressions that will forever be etched in your mind. I believe that a moment can last for an eternity with a smile from someone you long for. The climax of one's existence, as from my previous poem that I've written so long ago.
Then, you grow closer, your bodies involuntarily move towards each other with growing familiarity as if you've known each other from another place and time. The soul does not forget love, and it knows better than the physical form. You sit closer to each other like your bodies have known each other for a long time, in a pleasant way, God knows what. The language of that speaks for itself, and does not need words to express the attraction that you have both felt.
For a moment, you think, that it is destiny that brought you two on the exact place and time, that the universe has indeed conspired this meeting of two once-familiar souls to reunite again, this time never to be parted. You take your time , take things for granted, and walk away without asking for anything in return. No ways of communication, ah...maybe destiny will bring us together again, you firmly believed.
Until the day you leave the world so enchanted you wanted to stay forever to, and you see each other again as he was leaving too. Yes, it was destiny too, but it was a painful one. Averted glances shoot your soul with arrows that add up to some hurt, and realization that only that night was magical, and reality could not give you the sweet taste of serendipity as you have experienced where you were still in the island so enchanted. The moment was made clear that you were indeed, after all, strangers to each other. You leave everything behind, fondly keeping the moment you had with him as the best that can ever be - it wouldn't get better than that, for a lifetime.
Then, why do you feel his presence , still very strong even after two months had already passed? You have struggled to go on with your life, swimming in a pool of work for chances of productivity and chances of forgetting him, but somehow, you chose to linger for a while and feel his quiet presence here. It bothers you why he wouldn't take a chance to take an effort to communicate with you, and as time grows by, you grow weary.
Weary that he could read your thoughts, and barge into your heart and soul with you helpless and confused, because it wasn't reciprocal. In return, you know nothing about him, he choses to keep it that way, and that is heartbreaking.
If you look at it closely, he possesses the upper hand and control over you, and instead of using this power to comfort and give you a pleasant night's sleep with a smile curled in your lip,
he chooses not to do anything , leaving the one he left behind tortured with thoughts of what might have been and questions left unanswered, longing for some light. A cruel choice of not doing anything. And you thought only actions can affect someone. Even not acting upon something can pierce the deepest wound in the heart of someone.
Something tells you that it's time to leave everything behind. Something's telling you to go find someone real. But something is telling you to follow your heart, too.
If only he'd say a thing, you can finally let this matter to rest. Was it meant to be , or was it another what could have been? Say it to end her agony.
Destiny is sweet when two people end up happy. But if destiny brings you to something that leaves you confused, and broken, it dances with agony, as it makes you taste the bittersweet side of life.
Here's an essay I wrote for the die-hard hopeless romantics out there. Enjoy. :)
Destiny and Agony
Do you know the feeling wherein you see someone for the first time, and your eyes just lay fixed on their presence, mesmerized, unable to think right? That perfect moment, that perfect place, that adds up to the beats of your heart, until it beats so fast that the it deafens you to the music of the place, and its sounds lay fixed on your soul. The noisy crowds and dance music just fade away, and all that's left is the breeze of the sea, and you two.And then you exchange smiles. Ahh...the sweet expressions that will forever be etched in your mind. I believe that a moment can last for an eternity with a smile from someone you long for. The climax of one's existence, as from my previous poem that I've written so long ago.
Then, you grow closer, your bodies involuntarily move towards each other with growing familiarity as if you've known each other from another place and time. The soul does not forget love, and it knows better than the physical form. You sit closer to each other like your bodies have known each other for a long time, in a pleasant way, God knows what. The language of that speaks for itself, and does not need words to express the attraction that you have both felt.
For a moment, you think, that it is destiny that brought you two on the exact place and time, that the universe has indeed conspired this meeting of two once-familiar souls to reunite again, this time never to be parted. You take your time , take things for granted, and walk away without asking for anything in return. No ways of communication, ah...maybe destiny will bring us together again, you firmly believed.
Until the day you leave the world so enchanted you wanted to stay forever to, and you see each other again as he was leaving too. Yes, it was destiny too, but it was a painful one. Averted glances shoot your soul with arrows that add up to some hurt, and realization that only that night was magical, and reality could not give you the sweet taste of serendipity as you have experienced where you were still in the island so enchanted. The moment was made clear that you were indeed, after all, strangers to each other. You leave everything behind, fondly keeping the moment you had with him as the best that can ever be - it wouldn't get better than that, for a lifetime.
Then, why do you feel his presence , still very strong even after two months had already passed? You have struggled to go on with your life, swimming in a pool of work for chances of productivity and chances of forgetting him, but somehow, you chose to linger for a while and feel his quiet presence here. It bothers you why he wouldn't take a chance to take an effort to communicate with you, and as time grows by, you grow weary.
Weary that he could read your thoughts, and barge into your heart and soul with you helpless and confused, because it wasn't reciprocal. In return, you know nothing about him, he choses to keep it that way, and that is heartbreaking.
If you look at it closely, he possesses the upper hand and control over you, and instead of using this power to comfort and give you a pleasant night's sleep with a smile curled in your lip,
he chooses not to do anything , leaving the one he left behind tortured with thoughts of what might have been and questions left unanswered, longing for some light. A cruel choice of not doing anything. And you thought only actions can affect someone. Even not acting upon something can pierce the deepest wound in the heart of someone.
Something tells you that it's time to leave everything behind. Something's telling you to go find someone real. But something is telling you to follow your heart, too.
If only he'd say a thing, you can finally let this matter to rest. Was it meant to be , or was it another what could have been? Say it to end her agony.
Destiny is sweet when two people end up happy. But if destiny brings you to something that leaves you confused, and broken, it dances with agony, as it makes you taste the bittersweet side of life.
Saturday, May 5, 2007
Saturday Night Lights
It's 3am (Sunday) , and I just got home thirty minutes ago from my Saturday night out. Gosh, I've missed going out Saturday afternoons and going home this late.
Buddy J, with M and K fetched me from work, and good thing that dad was in a good mood to let me go THAT early, I mean that never happens, and it actually happened! (do I sense some abusive tendency there? hahaha! ) We ate an early dinner at California Pizza Kitchen ( I just ate there last week , and here I am eating the same thing again! I'm not complaining, the food there is extremely exquisite )
After our early dinner, we went to Rockwell to shop around before watching the movie and waited for Bestbud J and beau to arrive. Then, we giddily went in the cinema, grabbed our seats and watched one of our highly anticipated films of the year - Spiderman 3!
The film lasted more than two hours, that's for sure. While it was a very good movie - I loved all the scenes, it seemed that Spiderman and Peter Parker's character development is really interesting, and with his relationships with MJ, his grandmother ( dealing with love issues ), and his ex-bestfriend, Harry ( whom, I might mention, is drop dead gorgeous ), and how he dealt with the nasty goo that made his suit black, and made his inhibitions surface. Overall, I was very satisfied with the movie - the special effects were superb, but just one thing - I just got tired from sitting from 8pm to 10:30 pm. It wasn't tiring to watch per se, it was an interesting watch while you were getting tired sitting there. The movie left me reaally hungry. My tummy's appetite is too strong, with friends who loving eating great food too.
We then rushed to Serendra, this really cool new strip at The Fort area, to eat dinner. We had planned on eating at the posh Gaudi restaurant where it is said to have exquisite paella and steak - two of my favorite food! I have actually recommended friends to eat there and bring their dates there, and it didn't disappoint at all. :) Well, to our dismay, we arrived there sometime around 11 o'clock and it was closed already! *sob*, so we just ended up in Duo, an equally great new restaurant that is well reputed for having the best steaks in all Manila. Woohoo. Love steak! We ordered three kinds of steak - one wagyu with escargot , one pepper steak, and one with prawns. I must say I loved the way their marinaded the steak with the prawns. The wagyu for me is a little too "marbly". It sure melts in your mouth as you chew it, but if it's not warm enough it may feel lardy. Overall, I enjoyed the dining experience even if it was almost a midnight snack. I enjoyed the company of good friends, talked alot about stuff, joked around most of the time ( with me being the victim, hahaha! ) and just spending the weekend with each other. I truly appreciate the friends that I have right now - God, I'm so blessed. I have a barkada from HS, two from college , my clients whom I consider really good friends, and special friends whom I meet up individually ( D, my favorite pal ) , and this group is special to me - we were friends since highschool, and still going strong! What I cherish most in my life right now? My family and my friends. I just think they're my most prized possessions right now. They never fail to make me feel good, help me and love me for who I am. In return, I give all my love to them :)
Speaking of material possessions, K is a total sweetheart that she gave this lovely pair of Havaianas Slim as a belated birthday gift last year. The one she gave me is plain white, just as I requested. I so love Slims right now because the thin straps look dainty on the feet, and just feel great! My first pair's a plain brown, my second pair's a Slim Season in tomato ( red with gold stamp embellishments ) and this is currently my third pair. Lovely! I plan to get this color (shown below) soon. After that, I might just stop buying Havaianas and move on with buying real-world shoes. They're just so darn comfy that I want to wear them everyday!
My target next time! Looks sexy, doesn't it?
Oh gosh, after this blog, I'm back to answering emails again, and wait til I pass out. I prefer spending the first few hours of Sunday awake, and the next few hours totally asleep ( sometimes, the whole day can just suffice!
Lights off, by now. :)
Buddy J, with M and K fetched me from work, and good thing that dad was in a good mood to let me go THAT early, I mean that never happens, and it actually happened! (do I sense some abusive tendency there? hahaha! ) We ate an early dinner at California Pizza Kitchen ( I just ate there last week , and here I am eating the same thing again! I'm not complaining, the food there is extremely exquisite )
After our early dinner, we went to Rockwell to shop around before watching the movie and waited for Bestbud J and beau to arrive. Then, we giddily went in the cinema, grabbed our seats and watched one of our highly anticipated films of the year - Spiderman 3!
The film lasted more than two hours, that's for sure. While it was a very good movie - I loved all the scenes, it seemed that Spiderman and Peter Parker's character development is really interesting, and with his relationships with MJ, his grandmother ( dealing with love issues ), and his ex-bestfriend, Harry ( whom, I might mention, is drop dead gorgeous ), and how he dealt with the nasty goo that made his suit black, and made his inhibitions surface. Overall, I was very satisfied with the movie - the special effects were superb, but just one thing - I just got tired from sitting from 8pm to 10:30 pm. It wasn't tiring to watch per se, it was an interesting watch while you were getting tired sitting there. The movie left me reaally hungry. My tummy's appetite is too strong, with friends who loving eating great food too.
We then rushed to Serendra, this really cool new strip at The Fort area, to eat dinner. We had planned on eating at the posh Gaudi restaurant where it is said to have exquisite paella and steak - two of my favorite food! I have actually recommended friends to eat there and bring their dates there, and it didn't disappoint at all. :) Well, to our dismay, we arrived there sometime around 11 o'clock and it was closed already! *sob*, so we just ended up in Duo, an equally great new restaurant that is well reputed for having the best steaks in all Manila. Woohoo. Love steak! We ordered three kinds of steak - one wagyu with escargot , one pepper steak, and one with prawns. I must say I loved the way their marinaded the steak with the prawns. The wagyu for me is a little too "marbly". It sure melts in your mouth as you chew it, but if it's not warm enough it may feel lardy. Overall, I enjoyed the dining experience even if it was almost a midnight snack. I enjoyed the company of good friends, talked alot about stuff, joked around most of the time ( with me being the victim, hahaha! ) and just spending the weekend with each other. I truly appreciate the friends that I have right now - God, I'm so blessed. I have a barkada from HS, two from college , my clients whom I consider really good friends, and special friends whom I meet up individually ( D, my favorite pal ) , and this group is special to me - we were friends since highschool, and still going strong! What I cherish most in my life right now? My family and my friends. I just think they're my most prized possessions right now. They never fail to make me feel good, help me and love me for who I am. In return, I give all my love to them :)
Speaking of material possessions, K is a total sweetheart that she gave this lovely pair of Havaianas Slim as a belated birthday gift last year. The one she gave me is plain white, just as I requested. I so love Slims right now because the thin straps look dainty on the feet, and just feel great! My first pair's a plain brown, my second pair's a Slim Season in tomato ( red with gold stamp embellishments ) and this is currently my third pair. Lovely! I plan to get this color (shown below) soon. After that, I might just stop buying Havaianas and move on with buying real-world shoes. They're just so darn comfy that I want to wear them everyday!
Oh gosh, after this blog, I'm back to answering emails again, and wait til I pass out. I prefer spending the first few hours of Sunday awake, and the next few hours totally asleep ( sometimes, the whole day can just suffice!
Lights off, by now. :)
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
For The Rest of May , Vita Brevis
The flowers bloom as the lovely month of May breezes in. In this case, the air is not so fresh for the moment you wake up early in the morning, you hear nothing but loud radios of campaign jingles by those running for election. The moment you seek a relaxing drive around town, your sceneries are just endless walls of campaign posters, flyers and stickers of faces who wish to run for office. When you turn on to watch TV and sorta unwind, argh. You see campaign commercials! This is a nightmare!!!
I don't even know who to vote for the coming elections. I feel that all the campaign efforts of the aspirants, are very much synonymous to marketing campaigns of consumer brands, or vainly speaking *my forte*, beauty products. When cosmetics commercials go on air, the audience are awed with the promise they give of improving their skin conditions, or more ambitiously, make them dazzling beautiful like the incredibly immaculate models in the commercial, whom we don't even know if they actually patronize the product that they are endorsing. The truth is so elusive, that you have to do your own research before voting, but some, sadly, only rely on TV commercials , or being victimized by the marketing ploys of some. I don't know. Has this country got some hope left?
Only one name that I'm sure to write on my ballot for senator : Manny Villar. For the brilliant entrepreneur, I love brilliant minds , and people with the ability to transform something worthless to something extremely profitable. I read the NeGOSyo book and got extremely inspired by his story. In other words, I'm so rooting for him to be President one day!
Okay, some other thoughts aside from this serious ones? *lifts an eyebrow* Played with a really cute 2 year old boy awhile ago. The adorable kid's my client's son. We exchanged high fives, ran around the office making sure he didn't fall or knock into something dangerous, he called me "achie" ( big sister in the Fookien language ) which my heart got all tender, and sigh, it just made me fall in love with the idea of having baby brothers. All my siblings are girls ( all four of them ) , and it made me reminisce on how fun it had been taking care of them when they were babies. Right now, they're all grown up, the youngest being 8 years old, who constantly competes with me for PC usage, but I still dote alot. Oh well. :) Sometimes I wish my sisters never grew up so that we would play all day long. Time is sometimes a traitor - one moment you want to grow up to enjoy what grown ups do - go to clubs and dance, date, fall in love, but sometimes you just want to be young again to avoid all the heartaches, and reality bites that come your way. Time never satisfied anyone, so I guess I better make the most out of any moment in my life. I hope someone out there does, too.
Vita Brevis. Life is short. :)
I don't even know who to vote for the coming elections. I feel that all the campaign efforts of the aspirants, are very much synonymous to marketing campaigns of consumer brands, or vainly speaking *my forte*, beauty products. When cosmetics commercials go on air, the audience are awed with the promise they give of improving their skin conditions, or more ambitiously, make them dazzling beautiful like the incredibly immaculate models in the commercial, whom we don't even know if they actually patronize the product that they are endorsing. The truth is so elusive, that you have to do your own research before voting, but some, sadly, only rely on TV commercials , or being victimized by the marketing ploys of some. I don't know. Has this country got some hope left?
Only one name that I'm sure to write on my ballot for senator : Manny Villar. For the brilliant entrepreneur, I love brilliant minds , and people with the ability to transform something worthless to something extremely profitable. I read the NeGOSyo book and got extremely inspired by his story. In other words, I'm so rooting for him to be President one day!
Okay, some other thoughts aside from this serious ones? *lifts an eyebrow* Played with a really cute 2 year old boy awhile ago. The adorable kid's my client's son. We exchanged high fives, ran around the office making sure he didn't fall or knock into something dangerous, he called me "achie" ( big sister in the Fookien language ) which my heart got all tender, and sigh, it just made me fall in love with the idea of having baby brothers. All my siblings are girls ( all four of them ) , and it made me reminisce on how fun it had been taking care of them when they were babies. Right now, they're all grown up, the youngest being 8 years old, who constantly competes with me for PC usage, but I still dote alot. Oh well. :) Sometimes I wish my sisters never grew up so that we would play all day long. Time is sometimes a traitor - one moment you want to grow up to enjoy what grown ups do - go to clubs and dance, date, fall in love, but sometimes you just want to be young again to avoid all the heartaches, and reality bites that come your way. Time never satisfied anyone, so I guess I better make the most out of any moment in my life. I hope someone out there does, too.
Vita Brevis. Life is short. :)
Monday, April 30, 2007
Summer Sounds
Haha, I think I am somewhat intoxicated by the sounds of summer, for lately, I have been nothing short of being addicted to club music such as the feel-good Milky's Just The Way You Are, Bonnie Bailey's new hit, Kingdom of Pretty and Tiesto feat Andain's Beautiful Things. The Pink Life somehow reminds me of the beach, and whenever I feel stressed out, I just open my media player and click the playlist I so enjoy listening to right now, and it immediately takes me to where I want to be, as I hear the waves welcome me to their tropical paradise. Drat , when will I ever stop daydreaming? Ever since I started going to the beach last year, a part of me just felt..drawn to it. Forever.
Tomorrow's Labor Day, but I think dad's making me work. I think I don't mind at all. Just the thought that it's gonna be a Holiday is relaxing enough. Haha, the mind is a wonderfully strong tool. :)
So anxious to watch Spiderman 3 this Saturday with my bestfriends!
Here's to more charm bracelets ( that I'm currently addicted, that I might soon collect ), getting confused between getting a new laptop or mobile phone, classic Super Mario Brother games at nintendo8.com, and the soothing sounds of summer. May summer never end. I know in my heart, it will forever be summer. :)
Tomorrow's Labor Day, but I think dad's making me work. I think I don't mind at all. Just the thought that it's gonna be a Holiday is relaxing enough. Haha, the mind is a wonderfully strong tool. :)
So anxious to watch Spiderman 3 this Saturday with my bestfriends!
Here's to more charm bracelets ( that I'm currently addicted, that I might soon collect ), getting confused between getting a new laptop or mobile phone, classic Super Mario Brother games at nintendo8.com, and the soothing sounds of summer. May summer never end. I know in my heart, it will forever be summer. :)
Saturday, April 28, 2007
My Weekend in the South
I just got home from my trip to the South. Ahh...the South of the metropolis - Alabang, how I love the laid-back, relaxing atmosphere that makes you forget about all your worries, specially work-related ones. The place itself is a massage to my aching shoulders and worn out body. This weekend sure was a treat to me, as I met up with my college buddies, whom I haven't seen for a long time. It's been months since I have seen them, since they are quite busy with their lives in law school ( burning the midnight oil with books so many that they can put up a library already ), while I am drowning in work, and pushing my way to my first million as an entrepreneur. Oh, with my spending habits, I don't know :)
Mike and I somehow got lost on our way to Angel's. We were in total shock, and alarm when we saw that the Filinvest Exit was CLOSED, and we had to drive to the Susana Heights exit to turn around. We almost went for Calamba! Hahaha! Goodness. Imagine two people from Quezon City driving for hours ( well, it was he who drove ), to go further than Alabang. Quite frustrating, with the roads pretty dark and creepy. Good thing it only took us a good 15 minutes or I would have complained. Hahaha!
When we got to Angel's house, and picked her up, we immediately went for California Pizza Kitchen at Alabang Town Center to get our Italian food fix. God, that drive got me so hungry, that I ended up eating alot ( I am soooo insane for their tomato basil spaghettini and chicken bbq salad. their four cheese pizza was a total yumyum too! ), and I think I looked pregnant after eating that much. Such a pigout for moi. Hahaha! We went to Powerbooks to check out the books on sale, and I got books for my baby sisters Sugar ( Harry Potter - the Half Blood Prince, which she was pleading me to buy her months ago ) and Sunshine ( a Betty & Veronica double digest which she so loves reading ), while I got Negosyo, a business book for myself. Maybe I'd get inspired all over, to pursue all of my dreams. God, I need to be motivated! We were so pressed with time that I wasn't able to teach Angel on how to apply eye makeup, but I promised her that I would, given that I was free. Mike and Angel teased me mercilessly about being their princess. Well,it's fun to play along!
The serious talk, started when we settled at a spot in the Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf shop. Angel started laying out her tarot cards and read about me. It further clarified my issues with that person, but I don't know if it was another case of false hope presented to me. I'm just so in denial right now. Mike, on the other hand, got some enlightenment and pushing from both of us to do, or not do something. I'm sure he's gonna find the girl of his dreams someday. Angel on the other hand, needed to realize her potential, well, not just potential but FULL potential according to my cards. The "emperor" will be in full view next time, I so hope.
The evening had to come to an end because I was needed home. Oh well, here's to more weekends in the south and soul-enriching conversations with my friends.
Smack That. :)
Mike and I somehow got lost on our way to Angel's. We were in total shock, and alarm when we saw that the Filinvest Exit was CLOSED, and we had to drive to the Susana Heights exit to turn around. We almost went for Calamba! Hahaha! Goodness. Imagine two people from Quezon City driving for hours ( well, it was he who drove ), to go further than Alabang. Quite frustrating, with the roads pretty dark and creepy. Good thing it only took us a good 15 minutes or I would have complained. Hahaha!
When we got to Angel's house, and picked her up, we immediately went for California Pizza Kitchen at Alabang Town Center to get our Italian food fix. God, that drive got me so hungry, that I ended up eating alot ( I am soooo insane for their tomato basil spaghettini and chicken bbq salad. their four cheese pizza was a total yumyum too! ), and I think I looked pregnant after eating that much. Such a pigout for moi. Hahaha! We went to Powerbooks to check out the books on sale, and I got books for my baby sisters Sugar ( Harry Potter - the Half Blood Prince, which she was pleading me to buy her months ago ) and Sunshine ( a Betty & Veronica double digest which she so loves reading ), while I got Negosyo, a business book for myself. Maybe I'd get inspired all over, to pursue all of my dreams. God, I need to be motivated! We were so pressed with time that I wasn't able to teach Angel on how to apply eye makeup, but I promised her that I would, given that I was free. Mike and Angel teased me mercilessly about being their princess. Well,it's fun to play along!
The serious talk, started when we settled at a spot in the Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf shop. Angel started laying out her tarot cards and read about me. It further clarified my issues with that person, but I don't know if it was another case of false hope presented to me. I'm just so in denial right now. Mike, on the other hand, got some enlightenment and pushing from both of us to do, or not do something. I'm sure he's gonna find the girl of his dreams someday. Angel on the other hand, needed to realize her potential, well, not just potential but FULL potential according to my cards. The "emperor" will be in full view next time, I so hope.
The evening had to come to an end because I was needed home. Oh well, here's to more weekends in the south and soul-enriching conversations with my friends.
Smack That. :)
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Don't Know What To Feel
Lately has been nothing but stressful for me. The scorching summer heat further adds up to the stress that I have been feeling, and I don't know if what I'm doing is really productive, or something else. I want, really want to do alot of things. I've tons of website ideas, and I am hoping to launch them soon, I want to improve my beauty business, and I also want to do more shopping. Shopping. Ahh...speaking of which, I am planning to shop for alot of new stuff again when I remember that I shouldn't be -instead, I must be saving for my future. My entrepreneurial spirit, and thinking wherein my money is in my capital that explains the justification for my spending habits must really be stopped. I need, need to save starting now for my trips abroad next year! Argh.
I just want to do so much but I only have one pair of hands, and one body. I don't know what to do next. What frustrates me is sometimes, that my efforts can be unmatched because of my hyper-ness and really go-go attitude when I start something.
Argh. When will I ever have a stress free day. No more time to smile, no more time to feel. Should I have reason to?
I just want to do so much but I only have one pair of hands, and one body. I don't know what to do next. What frustrates me is sometimes, that my efforts can be unmatched because of my hyper-ness and really go-go attitude when I start something.
Argh. When will I ever have a stress free day. No more time to smile, no more time to feel. Should I have reason to?
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Mr. Darcy : My Idea of Bliss
Ever since I have watched Bridget Jones' diary, I have been taken away by the character of Colin Firth, Mr. Darcy. Yes, he might be perceived as the snobbish,quiet elite with horrible fashion taste ( thus , the ridiculous sweater ), but when he loves someone like Bridget, the icy facade of his being thaws, and reveals a warm, passionate man in love. The intensity of the eyes, and the quiet demeanor on how he professes his love just drives me wild. Oh, see? I like both Mr. Darcy and Colin Firth!
A few nights ago, I watched Pride and Prejudice. Mr. Darcy turned out to be the protagonist in Jane Austen's Novel, and further inspired Helen Fielding to incorporate the character Mr. Darcy in Bridget Jones. Matthew Macfayden starred as Mr. Darcy here ( I never got to watch the version wherein Colin Firth starred as Mr. Darcy ), and I must say, I love love love the story! A man high in society falls in love with someone he considers of "inferior" in terms of birthright and wealth, and in the end, he brings down all his defenses and gives his heart to Lizzie, his ladylove. I love how he said I love you to her, using the word "ardently". No one ever uses this word anymore. " I ardently love you," or "I love you most ardently." Haha. Anyway,this further inspired me to rummage the heaps of books that I haven't finished reading to look for my paperback of Pride and Prejudice. Drat. I just realized I havent finished a decent book for the past few months because of work. Work in the morning, afternoon, and evening. Oh well,I hope work brings me to Boracay sometime soon. I crave for it. I miss it. I can feel it telling me that the memory I had there with someone is something not to be dismissed like what I am doing.
Maybe it's just that I don't feel his presence. One click away, and I'm there, but he just refuses to satisfy this hunger in my soul. I've moved on , alright, I just wanna go to my beautiful beach again.
*On another note , another swoonworthy line from Matthew McFayden from Pride and Prejudice,
" You have bewitched me body and soul and I love, love love you. I never wish to be parted from you again."
Friday, April 13, 2007
Snow in the Sahara
There's just something about this song that gives such allure to my senses. The figures of speech are so beautiful, that the lyrics of the song just take me somewhere exotic, like the setting of Arabian nights, or a place in time where gypsies are dancing in wild abandon , with their loves, under the desert moon. The song seems magical, like a goddess watching her mortal beloved. Gosh, with the music coupled with the lyrics, I just love it. :) I just might be someone extremely romantic in my past life, I just don't know what kind :)
Snow in the Sahara ( Anggun )
Only tell me that you still want me here
When you wander off out there
To those hills of dust and hard winds that blows
In that dry white ocean alone
Lost out in the desert
You are lost out in the desert
But to stand with you in a ring of fire
I'll forget the days gone by
I'll protect your body and guard your soul
From mirages in your sight
Lost out in the desert ...
If your hopes scatter like the dust across your track
I'll be the moon that shines on your path
The sun may blind our eyes I'll pray the skies above
For snow to fall on the sahara
If that's the only place where you can leave your doubts
I'll hold you up and be your way out
And if we burn away I'll pray the skies above
For snow to fall on the sahara
Just a wish and iI will cover your shoulders
With veils of silk and gold
When the darkness comes and darkened your heart
Leaving you with regrets so cold
If your hopes scatter like the dust across your track
I'll be the moon that shines on your path
The sun may blind our eyes I'll pray the skies above
For snow to fall on the sahara
If that's the only place where you can leave your doubts
I'll hold you up and be your way out
And if we burn away I'll pray the skies above
For snow to fall on the sahara
Lost out in the desert
Only tell me that you still want me here
When you wander off out there
To those hills of dust and hard winds that blows
In that dry white ocean alone
Lost out in the desert
You are lost out in the desert
But to stand with you in a ring of fire
I'll forget the days gone by
I'll protect your body and guard your soul
From mirages in your sight
Lost out in the desert ...
If your hopes scatter like the dust across your track
I'll be the moon that shines on your path
The sun may blind our eyes I'll pray the skies above
For snow to fall on the sahara
If that's the only place where you can leave your doubts
I'll hold you up and be your way out
And if we burn away I'll pray the skies above
For snow to fall on the sahara
Just a wish and iI will cover your shoulders
With veils of silk and gold
When the darkness comes and darkened your heart
Leaving you with regrets so cold
If your hopes scatter like the dust across your track
I'll be the moon that shines on your path
The sun may blind our eyes I'll pray the skies above
For snow to fall on the sahara
If that's the only place where you can leave your doubts
I'll hold you up and be your way out
And if we burn away I'll pray the skies above
For snow to fall on the sahara
Lost out in the desert
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Oh, Really Now
| Men See You As Desirable |
 Men often find you immediately attractive and sensual You're honesty is refreshingly beautiful ... it draws guys in You are also able to be open with your feelings with no emotional baggage Packing light means you enjoy new relationships easily |
In that case, that's cool. :)
How about this :
| You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Picky |
 You have no problem attracting guys - and even dating a little It's just around second or third date time where you start to see faults If a guy isn't near perfect, you're not into him. It's good to have standards - but yours rule almost everyone out. |
Ha ha ha. Well. No comment :)
Sunday, April 1, 2007
A Series of Heart Stopping Events
For a month that was, this was one of the greatest months ( take note : March 2007 ) in my life - and a series of heart stopping moments have been trailing me, waiting for me to have a heart attack. No, really.
I remember the special person I met while I was on vacation a month ago. It was so surreal - with my intoxicated self got friendly for the first time with someone and the memories - ah , so sweet, so aching that I prefer to leave them in the past. For a few weeks now, I've started to have this "emotional purging" wherein his face, and the memory of him started withering away , thank God, since I did want to move on, but then awhile ago, while shopping for some toiletries, my heart stopped. The song that was playing while we danced last month - that was the song that I have forgotten, and don't even know the title of. Until now, I don't know if I could ever track the song.
God knows my heart stopped when I first saw him. God, he was just so beautiful. Happened the second time , as I reminisce the song.
Another God knows moment, that my heart started beating again, and started to reminisce and smile all by myself. It's silly, really.
So that's two heart-stopping moments already. One heart-stopping moment happened to me a week ago. Let's just say that this thing that occured, was out of my expectations, and even wildest dreams. It's about someone that I've liked for nearly a year already. The action, was a year late. His offer, last year, I regretfully passed up because I was too drunk to even be rational enough and say "yes", but almost a year later, the unexpected happened, and he said that to me again ( okay, don't think of anything malicious here , noo malice at all, I think I'm the most wholesome person on earth though I don't look like it LOL! ), and yes, my drunken state was better this time that I didn't dare pass it up. Up to this day, I could not believe he did that. Those words he uttered, were simply heart-stopping, like I almost wanted to fall on my butt. That was me being gutsy enough to understand and accept that I deserved it, for the first time in my life. No more regrets. I never want to regret that I didn't do this, or I didn't do that. Never again.
These heart-stopping moments last March were indeed life-changing, that led me to believe that I'm still alive, and I deserve some good things in this world. But really, it's getting biological that my heart is skipping too darn fast that I might be rushed to the ER soon! :)
But , I wouldn't mind more heart-stopping moments. :) Wouldn't trade them for anything in this world :)
I remember the special person I met while I was on vacation a month ago. It was so surreal - with my intoxicated self got friendly for the first time with someone and the memories - ah , so sweet, so aching that I prefer to leave them in the past. For a few weeks now, I've started to have this "emotional purging" wherein his face, and the memory of him started withering away , thank God, since I did want to move on, but then awhile ago, while shopping for some toiletries, my heart stopped. The song that was playing while we danced last month - that was the song that I have forgotten, and don't even know the title of. Until now, I don't know if I could ever track the song.
God knows my heart stopped when I first saw him. God, he was just so beautiful. Happened the second time , as I reminisce the song.
Another God knows moment, that my heart started beating again, and started to reminisce and smile all by myself. It's silly, really.
So that's two heart-stopping moments already. One heart-stopping moment happened to me a week ago. Let's just say that this thing that occured, was out of my expectations, and even wildest dreams. It's about someone that I've liked for nearly a year already. The action, was a year late. His offer, last year, I regretfully passed up because I was too drunk to even be rational enough and say "yes", but almost a year later, the unexpected happened, and he said that to me again ( okay, don't think of anything malicious here , noo malice at all, I think I'm the most wholesome person on earth though I don't look like it LOL! ), and yes, my drunken state was better this time that I didn't dare pass it up. Up to this day, I could not believe he did that. Those words he uttered, were simply heart-stopping, like I almost wanted to fall on my butt. That was me being gutsy enough to understand and accept that I deserved it, for the first time in my life. No more regrets. I never want to regret that I didn't do this, or I didn't do that. Never again.
These heart-stopping moments last March were indeed life-changing, that led me to believe that I'm still alive, and I deserve some good things in this world. But really, it's getting biological that my heart is skipping too darn fast that I might be rushed to the ER soon! :)
But , I wouldn't mind more heart-stopping moments. :) Wouldn't trade them for anything in this world :)
Thursday, March 22, 2007
It's Only Night Time When I'm Happy..
Upon reading my blog entries, I've realized how sentimental I've been over the past month. Gosh. Maybe it's just that I find time to blog late at night, when everything's quiet but my heart - it's the only time when I listen to my heart has to tell me. I don't usually hear my heart speak to me during the day with all the distractions, routines, problems, and chitchats from the busy world.
Good thing my nights are quiet that I have a chance to listen to my heart whisper to me what it truly desires.
Love? Peace of mind? Maybe just happiness. :)
Good thing my nights are quiet that I have a chance to listen to my heart whisper to me what it truly desires.
Love? Peace of mind? Maybe just happiness. :)
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
If Only Dreams Come True
I get the vibe that spiritually this person was meant to spark a pattern of thought in your mind.
There are no accidents of course.
I do sense a connection here, and the vibe feels strong that you'll see one another again.
I don't think he's bearing any bad feelings towards you.
This unexpected happening this summer has changed me forever. I could feel it. I felt enchanted, mesmerized, and, oh, how happy my outlook became ever since this happened. This brought back the hopeless romantic in me that died a couple of years ago when I was disheartened by the thing called love. This might not be love per se, but this opened my heart, wide open that I now believe in destiny.
I'm thankful for the wonderful memory this summer. Really. Sooner or later, I will forget about this, but I'll forever be grateful for the sentiments it made me feel, and the magic that it brought forth into my life.
Au revoir. :)
There are no accidents of course.
I do sense a connection here, and the vibe feels strong that you'll see one another again.
I don't think he's bearing any bad feelings towards you.
This unexpected happening this summer has changed me forever. I could feel it. I felt enchanted, mesmerized, and, oh, how happy my outlook became ever since this happened. This brought back the hopeless romantic in me that died a couple of years ago when I was disheartened by the thing called love. This might not be love per se, but this opened my heart, wide open that I now believe in destiny.
I'm thankful for the wonderful memory this summer. Really. Sooner or later, I will forget about this, but I'll forever be grateful for the sentiments it made me feel, and the magic that it brought forth into my life.
Au revoir. :)
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
If Tomorrow Never Comes...
Well, what was up last Saturday? I went to Gloria Jeans Makati, for a reading. A reading? Yes. It was soul sister D's birthday last Tuesday, and I immediately thought that she'd love to have a reading done by the Soul Card Reader, knowing that she loves mystical stuff as much as I do, so I took a chance, texted Sandy, and booked us a private party reading last Saturday. Her schedule's pretty booked until the 2nd week of May, and lucky us, we were able to fill in an empty slot at such short notice ( I booked Tuesday, scurried to find eight people to fill in the slots of the minimum , and thank god, we were ten! ) .
Sandy is a well known reader. She can read people, and even take a peek at the future of someone. I've heard so much great feedbacks about her from my friends, and they say that she's accurate, and is not your normal "manghuhula" ( which in fact, she isn't, really ). She is also said to give great advice, so we decided to give her a try. Overall, she is far from disappointing - she is brilliant, articulate, and very wise. Someone should get her on TV!
As for me...she read me pretty well - the obedient, respectful daughter, who literally killed her social life over work, being the revered and depended-on sister whom my siblings rely for strength, and the businesswoman that pushes herself to the limit. She also read some aspects of my business that I might want to improve on, and such. Overall, I was a businesswoman that will make it big someday. I really really hope that she is right on that one. :)
With regards to lovelife...well, I don't know. She told me that I was too busy and preoccupied with work that I don't have time to date. Or even think about dating. Gosh, will I be that busy? She gave me an age on when I'd finally meet the one. It didn't sound pleasant on my ears because it wasn't anytime soon. But then, I asked her, " Will he be my true love? " She said, "Yes. ", and " Is he my soulmate?" she gave me an affirmative again. My final words for her regarding that was, "Well then, I'd wait." The things she told me about my lovelife, were enough to set me back on my seat and patiently wait. My greatest fear in life is not being able to find The One, and settle for anyone less. I want to meet my soulmate. I want to experience true, crazy, mad, I can't live without you love. I want to experience Nirvana. Pure bliss for the soul. The climax of my existence.
Okay, I think I got carried away there. She gave some clues - The One isn't gonna be Chinese like I am, and isn't from the Philippines - he's far away. :) Oh, wow. That should be interesting.
I waited for my bestbuds to have their reading, and shared the readings over dinner at CPK and watched 300 afterwards. Cool movie - definitely quenched my thirst for my love for World History - Spartans are indeed the best fighters in history - what the..300 against a million? Insane. But then, I loved their courage and their love for their state. You can't find these traits in ANYONE these days. Afterwards, J and I slept over at M's house, and ate a hearty Sunday lunch. J had a flat tire, so I rode with her to her home just to make sure she's gonna be okay. We had a fun nail pampering session at Bizzie Lizzie - oh, I am so coming back there. The place is great, the chairs are so darn lazy that you could fall asleep, and service is superb! When my parents fetched me at J's house, I was saddened that the weekend had to end and we all had to face our "routines" of our businesses, and jobs again. Shucks, I wish I could just freeze time and enjoy lazy Sunday afternoons. So love them.
Overall, I so loved my weekend. I think , this year , so far, has been the best year for me in terms of friendship - that my bestbuds and I have reconnected unlike ever before, to make up for last year's absence. Last year, M was in Canada studying, J was stationed in Cebu for her job, while K was so busy with her demanding job. This year, everyone's back, and we've never bonded like before - we went to Bora, we went out almost every week, and chatted like hell! I think that this is a great great thing because I really missed my bestbuds so much and right now, I am having the time of my life spending time with them catching up on their lives, knowing them a little bit more, sharing secrets and dreams, as well as feeling like it was highschool again - way back when things were so darn uncomplicated.
Anyway, I must whisper this to the wind hoping that it'd reach this certain someone, and it's ... "You just swept me away, you had no idea.."
G'nite :)
Sandy is a well known reader. She can read people, and even take a peek at the future of someone. I've heard so much great feedbacks about her from my friends, and they say that she's accurate, and is not your normal "manghuhula" ( which in fact, she isn't, really ). She is also said to give great advice, so we decided to give her a try. Overall, she is far from disappointing - she is brilliant, articulate, and very wise. Someone should get her on TV!
As for me...she read me pretty well - the obedient, respectful daughter, who literally killed her social life over work, being the revered and depended-on sister whom my siblings rely for strength, and the businesswoman that pushes herself to the limit. She also read some aspects of my business that I might want to improve on, and such. Overall, I was a businesswoman that will make it big someday. I really really hope that she is right on that one. :)
With regards to lovelife...well, I don't know. She told me that I was too busy and preoccupied with work that I don't have time to date. Or even think about dating. Gosh, will I be that busy? She gave me an age on when I'd finally meet the one. It didn't sound pleasant on my ears because it wasn't anytime soon. But then, I asked her, " Will he be my true love? " She said, "Yes. ", and " Is he my soulmate?" she gave me an affirmative again. My final words for her regarding that was, "Well then, I'd wait." The things she told me about my lovelife, were enough to set me back on my seat and patiently wait. My greatest fear in life is not being able to find The One, and settle for anyone less. I want to meet my soulmate. I want to experience true, crazy, mad, I can't live without you love. I want to experience Nirvana. Pure bliss for the soul. The climax of my existence.
Okay, I think I got carried away there. She gave some clues - The One isn't gonna be Chinese like I am, and isn't from the Philippines - he's far away. :) Oh, wow. That should be interesting.
I waited for my bestbuds to have their reading, and shared the readings over dinner at CPK and watched 300 afterwards. Cool movie - definitely quenched my thirst for my love for World History - Spartans are indeed the best fighters in history - what the..300 against a million? Insane. But then, I loved their courage and their love for their state. You can't find these traits in ANYONE these days. Afterwards, J and I slept over at M's house, and ate a hearty Sunday lunch. J had a flat tire, so I rode with her to her home just to make sure she's gonna be okay. We had a fun nail pampering session at Bizzie Lizzie - oh, I am so coming back there. The place is great, the chairs are so darn lazy that you could fall asleep, and service is superb! When my parents fetched me at J's house, I was saddened that the weekend had to end and we all had to face our "routines" of our businesses, and jobs again. Shucks, I wish I could just freeze time and enjoy lazy Sunday afternoons. So love them.
Overall, I so loved my weekend. I think , this year , so far, has been the best year for me in terms of friendship - that my bestbuds and I have reconnected unlike ever before, to make up for last year's absence. Last year, M was in Canada studying, J was stationed in Cebu for her job, while K was so busy with her demanding job. This year, everyone's back, and we've never bonded like before - we went to Bora, we went out almost every week, and chatted like hell! I think that this is a great great thing because I really missed my bestbuds so much and right now, I am having the time of my life spending time with them catching up on their lives, knowing them a little bit more, sharing secrets and dreams, as well as feeling like it was highschool again - way back when things were so darn uncomplicated.
Anyway, I must whisper this to the wind hoping that it'd reach this certain someone, and it's ... "You just swept me away, you had no idea.."
G'nite :)
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Addiction Far From Over...
I am now blogging to give an update on my addiction with the movie Music & Lyrics, particularly with its soundtrack. Just today I have successfully downloaded four songs for my leisure listening : Pop! Goes My Heart ( so far, my favorite feel-good song ), Dance With Me Tonight ( shucks, can Hugh actually be a balladeer here? this is such a dreamy song, lurv it! ), Meaningless Kiss ( somewhat like Careless Whisper, I just can't get over the scene wherein Hugh sang it and broke his back while dancing wildly hahaha! ) , Buddha's Delight ( my future belly dancing theme song Hahaha! ), Way Back Into Love ( a really, really reflective song ).
Really, I am so hooked with all these songs. I'm off to read the Bible ( gasp, is this true? ), and find out some answers, in which I'll write about tomorrow.
I just have this unwanted stirring in my heart that I'm longing to either satisfy or diminish totally.. Shucks. I want this to end.
Really, I am so hooked with all these songs. I'm off to read the Bible ( gasp, is this true? ), and find out some answers, in which I'll write about tomorrow.
I just have this unwanted stirring in my heart that I'm longing to either satisfy or diminish totally.. Shucks. I want this to end.
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
All I Wanna Do...
Lately, I've been thinking alot with what I want to do with life. Yeah, I'm okay with my career being daddy's little protege in our family business, but there is, really really something that I want to do. Well, for myself that is.
See, ever since I was little, I've always had this innate fondness for the beautiful. Beautiful things, beautiful places, beautiful people. At an early age, I would flip magazine pages, and admire beautiful women. It turned out that I loved makeup. I remember when I was in Grade 5, I would ask my yaya to buy me makeup since my mom didn't allow me to buy one for myself. As I grew up, my fondness for cosmetics grew fonder, and fonder - I would sign up for the makeup committee of productions, offer to apply my friends' makeup, and self-experiment with it. I became knowledgeable not only with makeup, but also with various beauty products. Some people might call me vain, or maarte, but that's just me - in love with vanity.
My signature makeup brushes - it all starts here!
Now, I have been thinking on signing up on a Certificate class on makeup artistry. Makeup artist? Yes. I've always dreamed of being one, given my passion. I am so anxious to sign up, but given my work schedule, this is such a hard thing to discuss with my parents, given that I work for the family business. Thing is, I don't really want this vain side of me die as I grow up. I want to pursue it, alongside with my budding beauty business that I so want to make big one day. If there were no obligations on my part, I would have happily packed my bags, went to the US and studied makeup. I think that would be my nirvana.
My problem right now is
1. How to tell them
2. How to squeeze in the schedule ( night class )
3. Make the driver do overtime for two months ( I bet he'd be happy! Haha! )
4. Get some time of to focus on this while maintaining a productive, and efficient attitude in my workplace.
Sigh, I wish I had ten pairs of hands. One for applying foundation, another one for applying concealer, lipstick ( hahahaha! )
See, ever since I was little, I've always had this innate fondness for the beautiful. Beautiful things, beautiful places, beautiful people. At an early age, I would flip magazine pages, and admire beautiful women. It turned out that I loved makeup. I remember when I was in Grade 5, I would ask my yaya to buy me makeup since my mom didn't allow me to buy one for myself. As I grew up, my fondness for cosmetics grew fonder, and fonder - I would sign up for the makeup committee of productions, offer to apply my friends' makeup, and self-experiment with it. I became knowledgeable not only with makeup, but also with various beauty products. Some people might call me vain, or maarte, but that's just me - in love with vanity.
Now, I have been thinking on signing up on a Certificate class on makeup artistry. Makeup artist? Yes. I've always dreamed of being one, given my passion. I am so anxious to sign up, but given my work schedule, this is such a hard thing to discuss with my parents, given that I work for the family business. Thing is, I don't really want this vain side of me die as I grow up. I want to pursue it, alongside with my budding beauty business that I so want to make big one day. If there were no obligations on my part, I would have happily packed my bags, went to the US and studied makeup. I think that would be my nirvana.
My problem right now is
1. How to tell them
2. How to squeeze in the schedule ( night class )
3. Make the driver do overtime for two months ( I bet he'd be happy! Haha! )
4. Get some time of to focus on this while maintaining a productive, and efficient attitude in my workplace.
Sigh, I wish I had ten pairs of hands. One for applying foundation, another one for applying concealer, lipstick ( hahahaha! )
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Buddha's Delight Dance Moves
So, okay, my Music & Lyrics addiction is far far from over. Watched it three weeks ago, and I'm still as hooked as I was when I first watched it. Watched it twice ( once with J, J1 and K , the second time with M ), and the third time at home! The soundtrack is awesome that I listen to it everytime!
Now, my latest craving - or rather, thing that I'm so intrigued about, the song that Cora Corman sang in the movie called, "Buddha's Delight." ( just a weird thing - I initially thought this was called "Booty's Delight." Sheesh! :)
The lyrics were wittily put up, and the lyricist sure did have some vivid imagination - imagine correlating spirituality and sexuality. Very, very intriguing. Here's the lyrics :
Buddha's Delight
(La, la, la
La, la, la)
I’m starting to believe boy
That this is meant to be boy
Cause I believe in karma
(La, la, la)
Boy do you believe in karma?
(La, la, la)
So forget about your past life
Cause this could be our last life
We’re gonna reach nirvana
(La, la, la)
Boy we’re gonna reach nirvana
(La, la, la)
Each time you put your lips to mine
It’s like a taste of Buddha’s delight
I see the gates of paradise
You’re a taste of Buddha’s delight
Tell me all your fantasies tonight
And I will make them happen cause
I’m not satisfied if I don’t get my Buddha’s delight
Oh shanti, shanti
(La, la, la)
Oh shanti, shanti
(La, la, la)
Like sitting meditation
You give me elevation
Can you take me higher?
(La, la, la)
Wonder can you take me higher
(La, la, la)
I wanna revelation
And sweet salvation
And the internal fire
(La, la, la)
Show me the internal fire
(La, la, la)
Each time you put your lips to mine
It’s like a taste of Buddha’s delight
I see the gates of paradise
You’re a taste of Buddha’s delight
Tell me all your fantasies tonight
And I will make them happen cause
I’m not satisfied if I don’t get my Buddha’s delight
Oh shanti, shanti
(La, la, la)
Oh shanti, shanti
(La, la, la)
I’ve got to have my Buddha’s delight
Oh shanti, shanti
(La, la, la)
I’ve got to have my Buddha’s delight
Oh shanti, shanti
(La, la, la)
Oh oh oh oh oooh oooh ooh oooh
Each time you put your lips to mine
It’s like a taste of Buddha’s delight
I see the gates of paradise
You’re a taste of Buddha’s delight
Tell me all your fantasies tonight
And I will make them happen cause
I’m not satisfied if I don’t get my Buddha’s delight
(La, la, la)
Okay, so now the dose of the sexy lyrics is there, but there is just more to it. The dance moves - I am so so so so so impressed! The swaying of the hips, and the booty moves, gosh, I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO DANCE LIKE THIS! Perhaps I should enroll in a belly dancing class - I just might consider that as part of my "live my life" campaign right now. Haha!
Watch the video here, and you might want to learn from her dance moves as well!
Boy, if I could learn how to dance like that, I'd be always in the dance floor. Hahaha! Last time I danced, I don't even recall if that was called dancing. Hahaha!
Now, my latest craving - or rather, thing that I'm so intrigued about, the song that Cora Corman sang in the movie called, "Buddha's Delight." ( just a weird thing - I initially thought this was called "Booty's Delight." Sheesh! :)
The lyrics were wittily put up, and the lyricist sure did have some vivid imagination - imagine correlating spirituality and sexuality. Very, very intriguing. Here's the lyrics :
Buddha's Delight
(La, la, la
La, la, la)
I’m starting to believe boy
That this is meant to be boy
Cause I believe in karma
(La, la, la)
Boy do you believe in karma?
(La, la, la)
So forget about your past life
Cause this could be our last life
We’re gonna reach nirvana
(La, la, la)
Boy we’re gonna reach nirvana
(La, la, la)
Each time you put your lips to mine
It’s like a taste of Buddha’s delight
I see the gates of paradise
You’re a taste of Buddha’s delight
Tell me all your fantasies tonight
And I will make them happen cause
I’m not satisfied if I don’t get my Buddha’s delight
Oh shanti, shanti
(La, la, la)
Oh shanti, shanti
(La, la, la)
Like sitting meditation
You give me elevation
Can you take me higher?
(La, la, la)
Wonder can you take me higher
(La, la, la)
I wanna revelation
And sweet salvation
And the internal fire
(La, la, la)
Show me the internal fire
(La, la, la)
Each time you put your lips to mine
It’s like a taste of Buddha’s delight
I see the gates of paradise
You’re a taste of Buddha’s delight
Tell me all your fantasies tonight
And I will make them happen cause
I’m not satisfied if I don’t get my Buddha’s delight
Oh shanti, shanti
(La, la, la)
Oh shanti, shanti
(La, la, la)
I’ve got to have my Buddha’s delight
Oh shanti, shanti
(La, la, la)
I’ve got to have my Buddha’s delight
Oh shanti, shanti
(La, la, la)
Oh oh oh oh oooh oooh ooh oooh
Each time you put your lips to mine
It’s like a taste of Buddha’s delight
I see the gates of paradise
You’re a taste of Buddha’s delight
Tell me all your fantasies tonight
And I will make them happen cause
I’m not satisfied if I don’t get my Buddha’s delight
(La, la, la)
Okay, so now the dose of the sexy lyrics is there, but there is just more to it. The dance moves - I am so so so so so impressed! The swaying of the hips, and the booty moves, gosh, I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO DANCE LIKE THIS! Perhaps I should enroll in a belly dancing class - I just might consider that as part of my "live my life" campaign right now. Haha!
Watch the video here, and you might want to learn from her dance moves as well!
Boy, if I could learn how to dance like that, I'd be always in the dance floor. Hahaha! Last time I danced, I don't even recall if that was called dancing. Hahaha!
Oh Happy Saturdays
Saturdays are always fun specially when I get half a day off from work to facilitate the event - the Valerie Beauty Pinup Girl Collection Launch, a mini-gathering by my company (and Tin's ), Beauty & Minerals. Boy, I do hope I get to distribute mineral makeup more, and make this a full time biz since I am so in love with mineral makeup! They are sureball ways of improving one's looks with the inexpensive price tag, plus , they also make women feel good about themselves! I highly value confidence and self worth, since they are scarce resources nowadays, and bringing them back to someone is simply priceless, and really rewarding.
The Pinup Girl Collection Launch was great! At first, we were a bit weary that we would not be able to get decent seats at Starbucks 6750 because of the people upstairs, with matching laptops, who seemed to want to stay there for a long time. Good thing, ground floor tables were fast moving, and we were able to settle at the ground floor. The tables were far apart, but nothing can really stop mineral makeup addicts from getting what they want no matter the distance! Haha! Overall, I enjoyed meeting new people ( finally meeting friend P ), and seeing old friends again! I was able to seek makeup advice from pros like K, and all that! Great, great, great, I shall never tire of holding such events like these! Next time, I want it to be held at Ziggurat, just as mineral makeup addict J suggested.
Beautiful ladies + cute boy :)
Biz partner T with my beautiful Val Pinup girls!
My kadaldalan table :)
Oh, and by the way, if the mineral makeup addicts were able to shop, I was able to do my share of shopping inside Starbucks. Got this mega-cute Apple necklace from addict P ( from Beauty Corner, buy buy ! ). I was able to see the design online and hesitated because it was beyond my budget ( or else I thought ), but upon seeing it, I bought it in less than 5 minutes. Things happened so quickly. Talk about impulsive shopping. Take a look and you just might understand me!
My new Apple necklace! Love it since my childhood nickname's Apple.:)
Yikes! I'm super dark na pala from the beach trip last week! (pic from Patty's multiply site:)
After the event, I hurried to Rockwell to meet bestbuds J, M, and ever-cool buddy J to watch Good Shepherd. It was so funny, or I just got so stunned because when M asked me which movie I preferred ( Good Shepherd or 300 ), I told her that any movie would do fine as long as Matt Damon wasn't in it. Then, I was late for the movie, and the moment I looked at the screen, it was Matt Damon! Wahhh!! I mean, I have nothing against Matt Damon as an actor, person, but I just don't like seeing him or watching his movies! Maybe he just doesn't appeal to me. AT ALL. Hahaha.
The movie Good Sheperd, in my book, is a flop. Sadly, I didn't like it. It was way too dragging for a movie - lasted more than two hours, Angelina Jolie didn't shine in that movie ( and to be paired up with Matt? What were they thinking? ), and the movie was just all about the spy's adventures, that in my opinion, was a great way of wasting one's life away. The symbolism by the last part when he read his father's letter, and the letter being burned pretty much summed up the whole movie. The main character.just.wasted.his.life.away.
Which reminds me, I gotta live a full life. ( Oh, so the movie had some use after all ). I'm still young ( well, sorta, reaching my quarter life crisis soon ), and I need to experience everything great life has to offer as early as possible. I think my Boracay trip made me realize that I needed to do that for myself. So right now, I've been taking my chances, to make sure that I don't have any regrets on whatever things I do. I don't wanna be like Matt Damon in Good Shepherd - I don't wanna waste my life away. I want to have a great , great life worth relinquishing when I grow old.
BTW, M told me that the cutie that I was crushing on , looks 16 (and thinks he just might be 16 ) . Gasp. Oh no! :)
The Pinup Girl Collection Launch was great! At first, we were a bit weary that we would not be able to get decent seats at Starbucks 6750 because of the people upstairs, with matching laptops, who seemed to want to stay there for a long time. Good thing, ground floor tables were fast moving, and we were able to settle at the ground floor. The tables were far apart, but nothing can really stop mineral makeup addicts from getting what they want no matter the distance! Haha! Overall, I enjoyed meeting new people ( finally meeting friend P ), and seeing old friends again! I was able to seek makeup advice from pros like K, and all that! Great, great, great, I shall never tire of holding such events like these! Next time, I want it to be held at Ziggurat, just as mineral makeup addict J suggested.
Beautiful ladies + cute boy :)
Biz partner T with my beautiful Val Pinup girls!
My kadaldalan table :)
Oh, and by the way, if the mineral makeup addicts were able to shop, I was able to do my share of shopping inside Starbucks. Got this mega-cute Apple necklace from addict P ( from Beauty Corner, buy buy ! ). I was able to see the design online and hesitated because it was beyond my budget ( or else I thought ), but upon seeing it, I bought it in less than 5 minutes. Things happened so quickly. Talk about impulsive shopping. Take a look and you just might understand me!
After the event, I hurried to Rockwell to meet bestbuds J, M, and ever-cool buddy J to watch Good Shepherd. It was so funny, or I just got so stunned because when M asked me which movie I preferred ( Good Shepherd or 300 ), I told her that any movie would do fine as long as Matt Damon wasn't in it. Then, I was late for the movie, and the moment I looked at the screen, it was Matt Damon! Wahhh!! I mean, I have nothing against Matt Damon as an actor, person, but I just don't like seeing him or watching his movies! Maybe he just doesn't appeal to me. AT ALL. Hahaha.
The movie Good Sheperd, in my book, is a flop. Sadly, I didn't like it. It was way too dragging for a movie - lasted more than two hours, Angelina Jolie didn't shine in that movie ( and to be paired up with Matt? What were they thinking? ), and the movie was just all about the spy's adventures, that in my opinion, was a great way of wasting one's life away. The symbolism by the last part when he read his father's letter, and the letter being burned pretty much summed up the whole movie. The main character.just.wasted.his.life.away.
Which reminds me, I gotta live a full life. ( Oh, so the movie had some use after all ). I'm still young ( well, sorta, reaching my quarter life crisis soon ), and I need to experience everything great life has to offer as early as possible. I think my Boracay trip made me realize that I needed to do that for myself. So right now, I've been taking my chances, to make sure that I don't have any regrets on whatever things I do. I don't wanna be like Matt Damon in Good Shepherd - I don't wanna waste my life away. I want to have a great , great life worth relinquishing when I grow old.
BTW, M told me that the cutie that I was crushing on , looks 16 (and thinks he just might be 16 ) . Gasp. Oh no! :)
Monday, March 5, 2007
My Boracay Bliss
"I'll open up my heart, i'll be lovin' you
Forever and ever…
I'll be a part of you, in the way i do
Come into my life, so i can see… " - lyrics from Moony's "Dove"
I just came back from a 4-day vacation from Boracay, and this is not my first time going there. Ever since I came back from Boracay June last year, the place captured my heart - the breathtaking scenery of a perfect blue sky with dizzy cloud formations, the crystal clear beach water, and the cool, powdery, fine sand that gives me so much comfort that I want to stay in that place forever.
This trip was so much fun! My bestbuds and I planned this since January and booked for a March 2-5 trip. I had one mistake - bestbud M and I went to Shangri-la for a cram shop a week just before our trip and bought whatever bikinis would fit us! Good thing it fit is quite nicely, or else I wouldn't be happy at all!
Anyway, we spent the night before our trip at bestbud J's house. We spent a good 'ol 3-4 hours trip , from plane to van and boat transfer to the place. After the excruciating wait, we finally arrived at our resort - Boracay Tropics.
Boracay Tropics wowed us with the impressive architecture - a mix of Mediterannean and Asian influence, a lush garden, with great rooms! The dining area was exquisite, we enjoyed the area, and the food was just alright.
Lounging around the beautiful Boracay Tropics
Okay, for the beach, I so enjoyed going to the beach specially at Station 1. The sand was way powdery, and I loved how my feet felt whenever I would walk on that absolutely perfect, fine sand that I've always wanted. We went sunbathing, and J was first to get a gorgeous tan, M got a little bit burned, and K got a little bit red. My skin got a little bit tanned, and I wonder why it won't tan so deeply as J had! Hehe:)
Lazing around Boracay...love the sand!
For our bloopers, we had our moments. Bathroom bloopers ( S, you left your H in the bathroom! ), watersports bloopers ( me hanging on to the Flyfish boat like I'm falling off the building ), photo bloopers ( M on our pool shot, with her crazy laugh that almost drowned me whole ), K with her intense, and impressive CSI investigation skills ( hey,you oughta be a litigator! you can make murderers admit! Haha! ), J with her infectious laugh that is also a potential drowner if you're near water even if you could swim well, and her nonstop teasing and descriptions.
Watersports , I think, were no forte of mine even if I was in the swimteam way back in HS- I got a nasty motion sickness on the boat , as my stomach churned violently ( drat ), even churned more violently with the sight of the inconsiderate man dressed inappropriately ( well, at least to our eyes ) with nothing but sarcasm that comes out from his mouth. I mean, during our island hopping, we were in a group, and people were supposed to wait for each other. I could not believe my ears when he told a group of girls, when they got back late, like, "Hey, took a nap there or something? We were waiting you know?" Gosh. For someone who hates mankind, he should have taken an island hopping tour on his own! Lol!
All of us posing in the Crystal Cave
For the Flyfish activity, everything was slippery that I turned into some blooper girl ! I don't want to talk about it! Lol! M also had her crazy moment with J almost sitting on her! Hahaha!
Flyfish is a very very hazardous sport! Hahaha!
For the Jetski, hats off to J for having this extreme-sports attitude ! I seriously think she could do well as a drag racer. She's a no-fear girl! Haha! I on the other hand, wanted to try to be a no-fear girl with jetski, though.......I didn't know how to drive it!
For our night outs...well, day one night out, got me almost fuming mad and hilariously insane. J wanted me to sing at Cocomangas. Don't bother asking the details, but let's just say I almost chased her with my havs on my hands. Lol! It was alright - the pizza at Cocomangas was absolutely yummylicious, but the Lychee Margarita we had was just okay. We slept soundly during night one because we were tired from our transfer! We're quite lucky that the manong who drives the shuttle for Boracay Tropics is so nice!
Night # 1 at Bora, tummies happy with the pizza from Cocomangas
For night number two, we ate at the Seawind Resort's buffet area. Wow, we feasted on the scrumptious array of fresh seafood, and it was divine! Loved the prawns, the oysters, the salted egg..and even the pasta! What made it more special was that there was a wedding held at Seawind, with fireworks and all. It was absolutely romantic - fireworks on the beach, with a glimpse of the couple holding hands, just looking at the sky, watching the fireworks display, celebrating their love on such an exotic place. Perrrfect.
Walking around Station 1, taking pictures!
We went for some drinks at Club Paraw, and had a blast. The house music was amazing - I so love beach music. I think I had a little bit too much to drink though I think I was still completely rational. It was so amusing to see people do their moves on girls or even guys there, and it was also interesting to see people dancing there. Met some nice new friends there, that sealed the night with a great smile on my face.
At Club Paraw
On our last night on Boracay, right after our island hopping adventure ( a very very tiring one! ), we ate at Boracay Tropics for dinner, but bought some souvenirs and Chori burgers at D'Mall. It was quite interesting to see the array of shops and the bustle of people in Boracay even when the sun comes down. As they say, all the action happens when the sun goes down.
An apparition..Backstreet Girls? Hahaha!
We had our last one hour beach appreciation trip to Station 1 on our last day. Drat, I didn't want to leave! As we were waiting for our plane at the airport, I was in deep reflection on what actually transpired during our trip, and still trying to feel the cool, fine sand on my feet. I'm missing Boracay already. I uttered a silent goodbye, as I boarded on the plane.
We love Boracay!
Goodbye Boracay. Memories are always here in my heart.
Boracay was just a dream to all of us. We would wake up with nothing to do but look forward to have some fun, or just laze around the beach. It was so different from our lives back here in Manila, that we never wanted it to end. We learned so much about each other that we came home with a new, and stronger bond formed. I'll never forget this vacation, ever.
Boracay to me is surreal. It's like, it's almost not real - it's the perfect place on earth for me, and I shall never tire of visiting it every year.
Yours truly ;)
I'll see you when fate twists us up again.
Forever and ever…
I'll be a part of you, in the way i do
Come into my life, so i can see… " - lyrics from Moony's "Dove"
I just came back from a 4-day vacation from Boracay, and this is not my first time going there. Ever since I came back from Boracay June last year, the place captured my heart - the breathtaking scenery of a perfect blue sky with dizzy cloud formations, the crystal clear beach water, and the cool, powdery, fine sand that gives me so much comfort that I want to stay in that place forever.
This trip was so much fun! My bestbuds and I planned this since January and booked for a March 2-5 trip. I had one mistake - bestbud M and I went to Shangri-la for a cram shop a week just before our trip and bought whatever bikinis would fit us! Good thing it fit is quite nicely, or else I wouldn't be happy at all!
Anyway, we spent the night before our trip at bestbud J's house. We spent a good 'ol 3-4 hours trip , from plane to van and boat transfer to the place. After the excruciating wait, we finally arrived at our resort - Boracay Tropics.
Boracay Tropics wowed us with the impressive architecture - a mix of Mediterannean and Asian influence, a lush garden, with great rooms! The dining area was exquisite, we enjoyed the area, and the food was just alright.
Okay, for the beach, I so enjoyed going to the beach specially at Station 1. The sand was way powdery, and I loved how my feet felt whenever I would walk on that absolutely perfect, fine sand that I've always wanted. We went sunbathing, and J was first to get a gorgeous tan, M got a little bit burned, and K got a little bit red. My skin got a little bit tanned, and I wonder why it won't tan so deeply as J had! Hehe:)
For our bloopers, we had our moments. Bathroom bloopers ( S, you left your H in the bathroom! ), watersports bloopers ( me hanging on to the Flyfish boat like I'm falling off the building ), photo bloopers ( M on our pool shot, with her crazy laugh that almost drowned me whole ), K with her intense, and impressive CSI investigation skills ( hey,you oughta be a litigator! you can make murderers admit! Haha! ), J with her infectious laugh that is also a potential drowner if you're near water even if you could swim well, and her nonstop teasing and descriptions.
Watersports , I think, were no forte of mine even if I was in the swimteam way back in HS- I got a nasty motion sickness on the boat , as my stomach churned violently ( drat ), even churned more violently with the sight of the inconsiderate man dressed inappropriately ( well, at least to our eyes ) with nothing but sarcasm that comes out from his mouth. I mean, during our island hopping, we were in a group, and people were supposed to wait for each other. I could not believe my ears when he told a group of girls, when they got back late, like, "Hey, took a nap there or something? We were waiting you know?" Gosh. For someone who hates mankind, he should have taken an island hopping tour on his own! Lol!
For the Flyfish activity, everything was slippery that I turned into some blooper girl ! I don't want to talk about it! Lol! M also had her crazy moment with J almost sitting on her! Hahaha!
For the Jetski, hats off to J for having this extreme-sports attitude ! I seriously think she could do well as a drag racer. She's a no-fear girl! Haha! I on the other hand, wanted to try to be a no-fear girl with jetski, though.......I didn't know how to drive it!
For our night outs...well, day one night out, got me almost fuming mad and hilariously insane. J wanted me to sing at Cocomangas. Don't bother asking the details, but let's just say I almost chased her with my havs on my hands. Lol! It was alright - the pizza at Cocomangas was absolutely yummylicious, but the Lychee Margarita we had was just okay. We slept soundly during night one because we were tired from our transfer! We're quite lucky that the manong who drives the shuttle for Boracay Tropics is so nice!
For night number two, we ate at the Seawind Resort's buffet area. Wow, we feasted on the scrumptious array of fresh seafood, and it was divine! Loved the prawns, the oysters, the salted egg..and even the pasta! What made it more special was that there was a wedding held at Seawind, with fireworks and all. It was absolutely romantic - fireworks on the beach, with a glimpse of the couple holding hands, just looking at the sky, watching the fireworks display, celebrating their love on such an exotic place. Perrrfect.
We went for some drinks at Club Paraw, and had a blast. The house music was amazing - I so love beach music. I think I had a little bit too much to drink though I think I was still completely rational. It was so amusing to see people do their moves on girls or even guys there, and it was also interesting to see people dancing there. Met some nice new friends there, that sealed the night with a great smile on my face.
On our last night on Boracay, right after our island hopping adventure ( a very very tiring one! ), we ate at Boracay Tropics for dinner, but bought some souvenirs and Chori burgers at D'Mall. It was quite interesting to see the array of shops and the bustle of people in Boracay even when the sun comes down. As they say, all the action happens when the sun goes down.
We had our last one hour beach appreciation trip to Station 1 on our last day. Drat, I didn't want to leave! As we were waiting for our plane at the airport, I was in deep reflection on what actually transpired during our trip, and still trying to feel the cool, fine sand on my feet. I'm missing Boracay already. I uttered a silent goodbye, as I boarded on the plane.
Goodbye Boracay. Memories are always here in my heart.
Boracay was just a dream to all of us. We would wake up with nothing to do but look forward to have some fun, or just laze around the beach. It was so different from our lives back here in Manila, that we never wanted it to end. We learned so much about each other that we came home with a new, and stronger bond formed. I'll never forget this vacation, ever.
Boracay to me is surreal. It's like, it's almost not real - it's the perfect place on earth for me, and I shall never tire of visiting it every year.
I'll see you when fate twists us up again.
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Music & Lyrics
The mineral makeup eyeball was a huge success, and I am specially thankful, and happy to see all my friends again who share the same passion with mineral makeup as I do , together with a great opportunity to meet new friends! Everyone was great, and all happy to see each other, and really, addicts are addicts, everything mineral, we want!!! Woohoo! This day was so fulfilling, if not for my dad wanting me to get home before midnight because of this New Year's Eve tradition that we have.
After the event, I hurried to Grappa's Greenbelt to meet up with my best friends for some much catching up to do with each other's lives, as well as plan for our upcoming Boracay trip ( Whoopee! ) One of my best buds who was supposed to take me home suddenly asked for a raincheck for some really important reason, and it was a great opportunity for an excuse to watch a movie with my other friends who were left behind! hehe! To my dad's chagrin, he couldn't do anything since he was going out anyway, and to my luck, I was able to watch Music and Lyrics, starring Huge Grant and Drew Barrymore.
Music & Lyrics - love love love it!
I am so thankful, that I was able to watch this movie, because has just got to be one of the best movies that I have ever watched. Seriously. This is going to be a classic in my book.
The first scenes that included an 80's depicted MTV really made me laugh so hard. I was mega-impressed that they were able to depict the 80's music quite accurately! The sound effects of the music, the hairstyles, the set, the usual styles of MTVs during that time, including the 80ish voice that Huge Grant used to sing! Drat, they could not fool me if it was not accurate since I am an avid listener of 80s music, and they played it really, really well! As my good pal said, it was definitely an A for effort!
I said I wasn't gonna lose my head, but then pop! goes my heart. Hahaha!
The story was absolutely..breathtaking. A swoonworthy idea of romance. Filled with witty lines that Hugh Grant is famous for, and funny actions and mannerisms of Drew Barrymore, this romantic comedy is everything that I could ask for.%
After the event, I hurried to Grappa's Greenbelt to meet up with my best friends for some much catching up to do with each other's lives, as well as plan for our upcoming Boracay trip ( Whoopee! ) One of my best buds who was supposed to take me home suddenly asked for a raincheck for some really important reason, and it was a great opportunity for an excuse to watch a movie with my other friends who were left behind! hehe! To my dad's chagrin, he couldn't do anything since he was going out anyway, and to my luck, I was able to watch Music and Lyrics, starring Huge Grant and Drew Barrymore.
I am so thankful, that I was able to watch this movie, because has just got to be one of the best movies that I have ever watched. Seriously. This is going to be a classic in my book.
The first scenes that included an 80's depicted MTV really made me laugh so hard. I was mega-impressed that they were able to depict the 80's music quite accurately! The sound effects of the music, the hairstyles, the set, the usual styles of MTVs during that time, including the 80ish voice that Huge Grant used to sing! Drat, they could not fool me if it was not accurate since I am an avid listener of 80s music, and they played it really, really well! As my good pal said, it was definitely an A for effort!
The story was absolutely..breathtaking. A swoonworthy idea of romance. Filled with witty lines that Hugh Grant is famous for, and funny actions and mannerisms of Drew Barrymore, this romantic comedy is everything that I could ask for.%
My New Home
I've finally decided to say goodbye from my past home - to be absolutely filled with nothing but positive thoughts. :) Life is good, and life should be enjoyed.
Welcome, to my blog! Positive vibes are very very much invited here. :)
Welcome, to my blog! Positive vibes are very very much invited here. :)
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