A Series of Heart Stopping Events

For a month that was, this was one of the greatest months ( take note : March 2007 ) in my life - and a series of heart stopping moments have been trailing me, waiting for me to have a heart attack. No, really.

I remember the special person I met while I was on vacation a month ago. It was so surreal - with my intoxicated self got friendly for the first time with someone and the memories - ah , so sweet, so aching that I prefer to leave them in the past. For a few weeks now, I've started to have this "emotional purging" wherein his face, and the memory of him started withering away , thank God, since I did want to move on, but then awhile ago, while shopping for some toiletries, my heart stopped. The song that was playing while we danced last month - that was the song that I have forgotten, and don't even know the title of. Until now, I don't know if I could ever track the song.

God knows my heart stopped when I first saw him. God, he was just so beautiful. Happened the second time , as I reminisce the song.

Another God knows moment, that my heart started beating again, and started to reminisce and smile all by myself. It's silly, really.

So that's two heart-stopping moments already. One heart-stopping moment happened to me a week ago. Let's just say that this thing that occured, was out of my expectations, and even wildest dreams. It's about someone that I've liked for nearly a year already. The action, was a year late. His offer, last year, I regretfully passed up because I was too drunk to even be rational enough and say "yes", but almost a year later, the unexpected happened, and he said that to me again ( okay, don't think of anything malicious here , noo malice at all, I think I'm the most wholesome person on earth though I don't look like it LOL! ), and yes, my drunken state was better this time that I didn't dare pass it up. Up to this day, I could not believe he did that. Those words he uttered, were simply heart-stopping, like I almost wanted to fall on my butt. That was me being gutsy enough to understand and accept that I deserved it, for the first time in my life. No more regrets. I never want to regret that I didn't do this, or I didn't do that. Never again.

These heart-stopping moments last March were indeed life-changing, that led me to believe that I'm still alive, and I deserve some good things in this world. But really, it's getting biological that my heart is skipping too darn fast that I might be rushed to the ER soon! :)

But , I wouldn't mind more heart-stopping moments. :) Wouldn't trade them for anything in this world :)